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I haven't been around for a long time. And, I thought I was making real progress in my recovery of feeling like crap inside my head and soul.
But, alas, once again>>> life is hitting me hard. I hurt. It feels really bad inside my head.
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I personaly think that life is highly overrated but someone said to me that overcoming the fear of death is the easy part. Overcoming the fear of life is what's hard.
Clinical depression is unstable. It leaves you in yo-yo mode and emotional roller coaster. By any chance, are you suffering from bipolar - where you feel ok some days or happy, even and really sad on other days? Suffering clinical depression is the worst thing - it is severe enough to make one feels paranoid - that you are losing your mind or going mad. It makes your chest feels constricted and you question everything that you do and think. But... be strong and fight it. It's the only way you'll ever win. |
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sorry you feel so bad now! Hope it gets over soon and you are happy once again!!!!
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((((((((Twisted Soul)))))))
I've been looking for you. I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going well. Stick in there with the meds and/or therapy. I'm pulling for you. Take care.
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![]() "Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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Hey TS. I commend you for your honesty in posting this. It's too easy for anyone, including me, to say things are going ok, when they really are not.
I could say more but I am on a serious cave break. I am here. But I am not here. It is safer. Sigh. Take good care, Fuzzy
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Yeah...
Depression sucks! I am in a "Hating myself more then ever" mode. It totally reaffirms in me that there is little hope for me. I knew there would be a crash. God forbid my life keep on track. I am such a loser!
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You are NOT a loser! It's the depression talking. (And I know, I hear that phrase and roll my eyes myself). You're just going through a tough time. Hang in there.
HUGS!
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![]() "Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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Hey!
Yank that littly shyt out! Replace it with ![]() ![]() Do that AS MANY TIMES AS YOU NEED TO!!!!!!!!!!
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((((( twisted soul ))))) hope you feel better soon
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Don't give up It's just the hurt that you hide When you're lost inside I'll...I'll be there to find you Don't give up Because you want to burn bright If darkness blinds you I will shine to guide you Everybody wants to be understood |
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Yes, please please turn that around. Start repeating I love myself. Its corny but it does work. The depression is talking so ignore the garbage stuff. This is not coming out right but i think you know what i am saying. Just hang in there.
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(((((((((TS))))))))))
I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy right now. I wish I could say that I was lying, but I continue to live the lie that things are good right now when they are not. So good for you for at least being honest with yourself. Take care of YOU.
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Yeah, honesty sucks for me.
I try to remain safe and tell my therapist and gf how I feel...in return they tell me they are frustrated with me. They seem to think I can do better and not think the thoughts I think...they obviously just don't get this isn't a choice for me.
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Yeah. It doesn't feel good hearing that someone feels frustrated with us. Especially anyone we trust. But it sounds like they care about you!
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