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Old Oct 15, 2006, 02:43 AM
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I haven't been around for a long time. And, I thought I was making real progress in my recovery of feeling like crap inside my head and soul.
But, alas, once again>>> life is hitting me hard.
I hurt. It feels really bad inside my head.
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Old Oct 15, 2006, 04:59 AM
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I personaly think that life is highly overrated but someone said to me that overcoming the fear of death is the easy part. Overcoming the fear of life is what's hard.

Clinical depression is unstable. It leaves you in yo-yo mode and emotional roller coaster. By any chance, are you suffering from bipolar - where you feel ok some days or happy, even and really sad on other days?

Suffering clinical depression is the worst thing - it is severe enough to make one feels paranoid - that you are losing your mind or going mad. It makes your chest feels constricted and you question everything that you do and think.

But... be strong and fight it. It's the only way you'll ever win.
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Old Oct 15, 2006, 11:03 AM
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sorry you feel so bad now! Hope it gets over soon and you are happy once again!!!!
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Old Oct 15, 2006, 11:49 AM
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((((((((Twisted Soul)))))))
I've been looking for you. I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going well. Stick in there with the meds and/or therapy. I'm pulling for you.
Take care.
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Old Oct 15, 2006, 04:16 PM
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Hey TS. I commend you for your honesty in posting this. It's too easy for anyone, including me, to say things are going ok, when they really are not.

I could say more but I am on a serious cave break. I am here. But I am not here. It is safer. Sigh.

Take good care,
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Old Oct 15, 2006, 05:38 PM
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Yeah...
Depression sucks!
I am in a "Hating myself more then ever" mode.
It totally reaffirms in me that there is little hope for me.
I knew there would be a crash. God forbid my life keep on track.
I am such a loser!
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Old Oct 15, 2006, 06:42 PM
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You are NOT a loser! It's the depression talking. (And I know, I hear that phrase and roll my eyes myself). You're just going through a tough time. Hang in there.
HUGS!
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Old Oct 15, 2006, 07:28 PM
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I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie!
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Old Oct 15, 2006, 07:31 PM
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Hey!

Yank that littly shyt out!

Replace it with I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie! I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie!

Do that AS MANY TIMES AS YOU NEED TO!!!!!!!!!!
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Old Oct 16, 2006, 12:17 AM
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((((( twisted soul ))))) hope you feel better soon
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Old Oct 16, 2006, 12:04 PM
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Yes, please please turn that around. Start repeating I love myself. Its corny but it does work. The depression is talking so ignore the garbage stuff. This is not coming out right but i think you know what i am saying. Just hang in there. I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie! I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie! I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie! I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie! I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie! I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie! I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie!
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Old Oct 16, 2006, 11:33 PM
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(((((((((TS))))))))))

I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy right now. I wish I could say that I was lying, but I continue to live the lie that things are good right now when they are not. So good for you for at least being honest with yourself.

Take care of YOU.
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Old Oct 17, 2006, 07:54 AM
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Yeah, honesty sucks for me.
I try to remain safe and tell my therapist and gf how I feel...in return they tell me they are frustrated with me.
They seem to think I can do better and not think the thoughts I think...they obviously just don't get this isn't a choice for me.
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Old Oct 18, 2006, 02:42 PM
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Yeah. It doesn't feel good hearing that someone feels frustrated with us. Especially anyone we trust. But it sounds like they care about you!

I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie! I wish I could say "Life is going great">>> but that would be a lie!
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