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#1
Oct 28, 2013, 08:32 AM
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I have these thoughts fequently like I want to jump off a cliff or jump into the sea or crash my car into a wall. I dont feel scuicidal, but I want to feel a buzz. I feel like it will give me a high. I do feel very excited thinkng about it actually.
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Oct 28, 2013, 10:36 AM
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Absolutely!!
I have a number of things (I will not list them - so I do not upset anyone). Sometimes they are very strong, but most times it is more of simply a "thought" that I know I would never do. |
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Oct 28, 2013, 11:09 AM
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I have tons of thoughts like that. I don't like mine.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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#4
Oct 28, 2013, 11:23 AM
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Frequently, quite a struggle to stop myself acting on them.
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Oct 28, 2013, 05:02 PM
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I have thoughts like these too. Worse when I'm depressed. I call them pop-up thoughts. I never know when I'm gonna have one.
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Oct 28, 2013, 07:46 PM
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Me too. For some reason I link it to an adrenaline rush. Maybe I need to go on a roller coaster....
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Oct 28, 2013, 10:24 PM
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i do too. they increase in intensity when i'm suicidal, but are also there when I'm not... an adrenaline thing I guess...
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#9
Oct 29, 2013, 12:24 PM
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Is it that we dont want to die but don't care if we do? It seems to come across like that to me. Thanks for all your posts. They mean soooo much to me.
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#10
Oct 29, 2013, 08:31 PM
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I have had those flashes of crazy. I feel my body get white hot and then the vision pops up. Usually it happens when I see people doing stupid things, like driving around a corner and texting at the same time. I felt the white hot, sweat, and then pictured violently pounding her face to a pulp just for being so stupid and risking other peoples lives. I don't know why stupid things that people do make me want to react this way.
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Oct 29, 2013, 08:44 PM
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Quote:
 I have many many crazy spur of the moment thoughts and many of them have got me in trouble or embarrassed.
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Oct 29, 2013, 09:36 PM
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There was a quote in a movie I watched one (unfortunately I forget the title) - "I'm terrified of heights. Not because I'm afraid I'll fall but because I'm afraid I'll jump." I backed up the video and rewatched that several times. I had never realized other people thought that way before I saw that.
I'm always drawn to overpasses even when I'm not actually feeling self-destructive. |
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Oct 30, 2013, 11:08 AM
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No. I dont understand Indie sorry
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"The two most important days in your life are the day you were born.... and the day you find out why" ~ Mark Twain Last edited by Pierro; Oct 30, 2013 at 01:27 PM. |
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Oct 30, 2013, 11:05 PM
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I totally understand...even while I don't understand why it happens. My two most frequent ones are 1. Wanting to touch a hot stove (seems so stupid to say it) and 2. Closing my eyes while driving...just for a short while. Just to see what might happen.
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Oct 31, 2013, 08:40 AM
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* even if you are a FIB 
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Oct 31, 2013, 10:22 AM
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Go ziplining or bungee jumping! Maybe you just need that adrenaline rush. Makes you feel and alive and exhilarated. I won't do it thought, too scary!
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