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Old Oct 30, 2013, 06:23 PM
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I can feel myself slipping again. I've been trying to ignore it over the past week or so but I can't anymore. I just wanted to keep the good streak going but I'm losing my motivation, energy, and social skills. I'm starting to not care as much, I'm about to say f*** this and hide. I don't even know why I'm bothering to post anything. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through this weekend. Well, yes I do...SH has become quite a valuable asset. grrr I hate this

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Old Oct 30, 2013, 06:35 PM
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I can feel myself slipping again. I've been trying to ignore it over the past week or so but I can't anymore. I just wanted to keep the good streak going but I'm losing my motivation, energy, and social skills. I'm starting to not care as much, I'm about to say f*** this and hide. I don't even know why I'm bothering to post anything. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through this weekend. Well, yes I do...SH has become quite a valuable asset. grrr I hate this

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Ignoring how you feel only feeds those bad things and makes them worse. Maybe try analyzing exactly what you're feeling... it's a lot easier to battle a beast when you know it's name, right? It isn't here to stay and you can make it through.

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Old Oct 30, 2013, 10:32 PM
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Old Oct 31, 2013, 08:37 AM
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Sorry - but I have no words of wisdom.... I just wanted to say I hope you are doing okay.
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Old Oct 31, 2013, 08:41 AM
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The only words of wisdom I have is journal and keep on trucking. Are you on any kind of meds?
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Old Oct 31, 2013, 09:18 AM
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I can feel myself slipping again. I've been trying to ignore it over the past week or so but I can't anymore. I just wanted to keep the good streak going but I'm losing my motivation, energy, and social skills. I'm starting to not care as much, I'm about to say f*** this and hide. I don't even know why I'm bothering to post anything. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through this weekend. Well, yes I do...SH has become quite a valuable asset. grrr I hate this

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Old Oct 31, 2013, 09:41 AM
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I hope you can find another way to deal with this without SH. I can understand how much you hate sliding into dispair, I hate being there, too, which is where I stay these days. Just put one foot in front of the other and you will come out the other side. Best wishes. Hope you come out of it soon.
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Old Oct 31, 2013, 03:25 PM
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Just keep fighting through it, I know you'll be better soon!
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Old Oct 31, 2013, 05:06 PM
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Thanks guys, it really means a lot I was just hoping feeling like this would never come back. Today was better, but I'm not very optimistic because weekends are always especially hard for me (I work really late nights and work more on weekends so by Monday night I've got nothing left). So yeah. Thanks though

No I'm not on meds and won't be, I don't have the cash for them.

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