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Old Nov 15, 2013, 09:38 PM
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Second day in a row I am on my way to being wasted on alcohol. I was released from the hospital on tuesday and start a dbt group on monday... I just hope i can make it that long without too much self-injury and emotional turmoil and pain. I hope this group works and that my diagnosis is finally decided. I want something to identify with and work towards getting better. I wish everyone i knew wasnt busy this weekend. I'm going to be a wreck.

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Old Nov 15, 2013, 09:42 PM
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hey, i am sorry you are feeling this way,
know that some one cares.
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Old Nov 15, 2013, 10:40 PM
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hey, i am sorry you are feeling this way,
know that some one cares.
Thank you. No words can describe how much that means.

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Old Nov 16, 2013, 04:32 PM
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How are you doing today, beloiseau?
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Old Nov 16, 2013, 04:47 PM
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Thank you for asking! I am alright, getting anxious as I don't have plans for the night and the only person who wants to get together is a guy I have had a casual relationship with in the past. My friend is telling me not to go... So it will probably end up another night alone with tv and alcohol. I don't know.

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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.

Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg

depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury.


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Old Nov 16, 2013, 04:56 PM
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Why is your friend telling you not to get together with the guy? Is there a chance you could be taken advantage of or something? If it is safe it might be nice to hang out with someone.
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Old Nov 16, 2013, 04:58 PM
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Pretty much because I will end up drinking anyway and probably sleep with him, as I have in the past. I'm impulsive but also anxious, so not sure if I'll even get there.

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Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg

depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury.


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Old Nov 16, 2013, 05:07 PM
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It might be nice for you not to be alone tonight, but i wouldnt want to contribute to something you would regret...but in the future, if you would like, i can give you some lessons on how to impose your company upon an unsuspecting friend/relative!
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Old Nov 16, 2013, 05:11 PM
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Hahahaha, thank you! I am at dinner with my parents, so that is taking up some time.

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