[IcryWhoAmI]

Is there a certain place or even time that you get stronger feelings of depression?

For me I've noticed it's when I'm at home. Even more so when I'm alone in my room. When I'm out and about I feel completely fine, but when I get home I just become completely miserable. Because of this I'm always doubting if I am even depressed or not.

[dumburn]

I'm the opposite, but even when im doing good I could be described as an extreme imtrovert, so when I am depressed being out or anywhere near other people is just too hard

[AbsurdBlackBear]

I get more depressed at night wherever I am at.

[Onward2wards]

It opened my eyes when I understood that depressed moods have "triggers". I think different things remind us of whatever old fears and other emotional baggage we all have, and that sets the ball rolling.

[scoot1234]

I am depressed no matter where I am. This is terrible.

[reesecups]

Although being alone or not getting out triggers me, the worst is the beach nearby. Why? Because the last time I was severely suicidal, I decided to kill myself on the beach, because I thought it would be a nice, peaceful place to die. What I hadn't realized was that it was a weekend and even though it was February, the weather was nice enough to draw crowds. I sat and layed on the beach for 2 hours, trying to convince myself to do it, but there were too many children and I just couldn't bring myself to do it with them there. I knew yp that I could suicide discretely, even with crowds...but for a child to have to see or witness that after someone eventually discovered me was too much. I packed my stuff and went home. I've never been back to the beach or try to think much of it because it always brings back that horrible memory.

[Yaya5417]

Always worse when I wake up before I go to work. Especially if it's bright and sunny outside. I get anxious about how the day will turn out and it drives me insane.

[Touch of gray]

When I first get home from work because I have to make it seem like it's an OK day even when it's not. At work it's easy for me to be alone with my dark mood.

[healingme4me]

Originally Posted by IcryWhoAmI

Is there a certain place or even time that you get stronger feelings of depression?

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If, I am exhausted, I am more apt, to feel some heaviness of emotion, the desire to bawl my eyes out, like a lump in my throat, yet more like all over.
Christmas, is tough. Reminds me of the series of events, back when I was late 13. The legal battle loomed, so, court paperwork stated, I could only be picked up by mom. Was living south of Boston(another place, fyi that evokes sadness), 1)Mom was in Maine, attending to matters as her fil passed away suddenly. 2) Mom would never drive herself, through or to Boston(not until stepdad had experimental cancer treatment in late 90's))3) dad refused to allow maternal grandparents to get me(as i spent every xmas since birth with them)4)im an only 5)dad takes off to visit his incarcerated brother, not to return until either late or next morning(want to say next morning, as I spent 6 hours on phone with a schoolmate, thank g-d my friend is/was a jehovahs witness, so his Mom didn't complain, as jehovahs don't celebrate.....
This is the time of year, not only is sun mostly gone, it's cold outside, but the memory remains...

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