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Dec 03, 2013 at 01:39 PM
#81
I hate my life. And myself.
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Member Since Dec 2013
Location: US
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Dec 03, 2013 at 01:46 PM
#82
Cried most of the morning. Acted wonderful on the one (work) phone call I had to take. Have not accomplished anything else, finally showered and ate some eggs around 1:30 pm..put pajamas back on. Dogs look disappointed, I should try to use some of the groceries I bought so I don't feel so bad about myself when they have expired and I've spent $100 on take out...
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Poohbah
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Dec 03, 2013 at 03:30 PM
#83
Might have to go back on meds... not dealing particularly well. Not sure how I feel a lot of the time. Pretty sure I'm depressed now... not sleeping right didn't help. I don't know. I have two meds with me: one has horrible withdrawal and one makes me chronically tired. Needless to say I'm interested in neither. I don't want to mess with meds right now, though... maybe after exams. Not sure.
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Dec 03, 2013 at 03:54 PM
#84
My up, today, being called in to speak with nurse and principal. Appears, some emotional changes are occurring, since visitations restarted. Hmmm...
Shall a little steam rise from the simmered anger, to realize, this is hopeful, in my favor, as I'm still traversing the legal system? Plus a rash on son, brings me to pedi,, this son gained four pounds in a month, and I'm going to show pedi,, the restraining order, and hello family counseling...boo-ya Sent from my LG-MS910 using Tapatalk 2 |
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Member Since Jul 2013
Location: hippocampus
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Dec 03, 2013 at 05:45 PM
#85
No up's today. I am in a downward spiral here.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2007
Location: Indiana, USA
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Dec 03, 2013 at 08:54 PM
#86
I called my therapist today. Got an appt for thursday to see what she thinks is up with my moods our if I need to go see a psychiatrist. That got me stressed out. Hate drs appts. Doing ok other than that. Need to make myself sleep for a few hours. Erg....
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Dec 04, 2013 at 07:09 AM
#87
Tired. Not too good.
Am thinking sui lately. It's been getting progressively worse. I don't know whether I can take this anymore. __________________ "The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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Dec 04, 2013 at 08:54 AM
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Down: feeling really tired and it's only almost 8:00 a.m.!
Up: Have nothing I absolutely have to do today but can't stand being bored and feeling useless so I will force myself to get out |
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Member Since Dec 2013
Location: Alberta, Canada
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Dec 04, 2013 at 04:10 PM
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I have had to work from home now for many years. I have lupus but I hide behind that diagnosis. My biggest problems are depression and ADHD. I always use the lupus as an excuse but it is less debilitating than my mental health issues. I am hoping to start a part time job soon but I get a lot of anxiety when I need to leave the house. I need to get out of here more though. I am nervous.
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Dec 04, 2013 at 04:18 PM
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Location: Ohio
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Dec 04, 2013 at 04:57 PM
#91
Sad, just feeling sad about where my life has brought me ( or where I have brought myself either way I am here).
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Dec 04, 2013 at 05:01 PM
#92
Took a shower (finally). Did a little dishwashing. I've decided to drink tea and stay awake and hopefully get some work done. And maybe trigger a happier mood. I'm quite tired, but here's hoping the caffeine kicks in. Tea often makes me tired, oddly enough.
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Dec 04, 2013 at 05:31 PM
#93
Down, back against the wall.
Up, bringing my A game, post work, just to shake blahs. Sent from my LG-MS910 using Tapatalk 2 |
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Dec 04, 2013 at 06:36 PM
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I am completely drained of energy.
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Poohbah
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Dec 04, 2013 at 07:54 PM
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So think one of my toes is broken. Completely by accident and even through that my mood is overly up. Therapy appt tomorrow to get I don't remember the word but checked out to see if she thinks I need a pdoc. If she thinks my mood shift is major enough I'll start that journey. What fun. Took a half a tylenol pm to help with pain and sleep so tonight I might get 8 hours. Night all.
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Dec 04, 2013 at 07:58 PM
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Dec 05, 2013 at 09:12 AM
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Back has been aching for the past 6 days and it has not been helping with my mood at all. Finally went to the doc's today to see whats wrong and he was suspecting kidney infection o_o. If it gets worse, he advised me to go to the emergency room. Which I really don't want to do at all...
Other than that, mood has not been fantastic. Sui is 3% lesser now, thank god. to everyone who is suffering.
__________________ "The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
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Dec 05, 2013 at 10:12 AM
#98
I feel about the same today as I did yesterday. Maybe a little worse. Having money issues this month and it means no presents. I haven't told my daughter yet because I don't want to ruin her Christmas. I know I need to do it because the longer I wait the harder it will be.
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Dec 05, 2013 at 11:15 AM
#99
I feel so anxious and stressed out, mostly for no reason, but there are a few things that I'm waiting on here at work, not on my end but on the other end, and it's taking them forever. I've got that feeling again where I feel like I need to get out of here, go somewhere, do something, but I have no idea what, and I'm at work so I can't leave. And where would I go even if I could? Last night was pleasant enough, went to a local brewery with two friends and had some beer before the church supper, and ran into him there, which was a pleasant surprise. That was nice. Good beer too. But then after it was all over and I got home, it died off.
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Dec 05, 2013 at 11:35 AM
#100
I'm tired. And being tired never bodes well for fighting off the negative thoughts. I always compare to having a weak immune system: you're more prone to getting sick if your immune system can't fight off the smallest infection. Hope that made sense lol.
Wish I could just curl up in a ball and ignore the world, but it's just not an option right now. Sigh. |
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