Daily Check In — Ups and Downs Thread 8

FooZe · Nov 23, 2013 at 04:24 PM

Continued from http://forums.psychcentral.com/depre...hread-7-a.html

Bark · Nov 23, 2013 at 06:12 PM

I realized when we reached 99 but forgot by the time we reached 100.

Tired of staring at screens. Wasted lots of time. But I did a bit of work, I suppose.

Nov 23, 2013 at 10:14 PM

I feel terrible…

I just have the whole "You should be in a psych ward!" statement in my head. But no one understands why that would be detrimental.

I have to go off one of my meds. I have little choice at this point, but I don't know when I'll see the doctor next and I don't know if I trust her because it was HER who put me on this poison in the first place. If I can split the pills…I can probably just wean myself off.

tigersassy · Nov 24, 2013 at 01:48 AM

I'm doing good too much energy though. Even with a death in the family. That sucks and I'm afraid that I won't be able to be "sad" the day of the funeral because I've been as up as I have been. Grrrrrrrr...... If it isn't one thing it's another.

shortandcute · Nov 26, 2013 at 04:22 PM

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Originally Posted by tigersassy

I'm doing good too much energy though. Even with a death in the family. That sucks and I'm afraid that I won't be able to be "sad" the day of the funeral because I've been as up as I have been. Grrrrrrrr...... If it isn't one thing it's another.

don't worry about it so much-you feel what you feel; you'll feel sad, but you can't force it. Just let it happen when it happens. I know that's easier said than done, but I'm sure your family knows you loved this person.

Try not to be so hard on yourself. Feelings aren't good or bad, they just are.

Alone & confused · Jan 28, 2014 at 03:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by tigersassy

I'm doing good too much energy though. Even with a death in the family. That sucks and I'm afraid that I won't be able to be "sad" the day of the funeral because I've been as up as I have been. Grrrrrrrr...... If it isn't one thing it's another.

Sorry for your loss! I ALWAYS get what I call "nervous energy" at times like this.

1948kate · Nov 24, 2013 at 02:02 AM

Been a good week. Lots of time with friends. Got the house clean. Looking forward to all the cooking next week, and of course Thanksgiving with all 23 family members.

NWgirl2013 · Nov 24, 2013 at 02:28 AM

Good day. Stayed off computer/except to listen to Graham Norton Show while I worked on projects. Got a lot done, that helped my dismal outlook.

Blue_Bird · Nov 24, 2013 at 09:14 AM

Ups- I see my pdoc the day after tomorrow to get meds adjusted.

Downs- I'm getting more depressed, still hallucinating

Rose76 · Nov 24, 2013 at 01:53 PM

Getting my house (and my S/O's house) fixed up nice for the holidays. Pleased with myself that I am getting stuff accomplished. Working on my kitchen today. I hate to get started, but know I'll feel good once I do. I just have to keep pushing myself, but the rewards are so worth it.

Nov 24, 2013 at 02:51 PM

I've been having a nice weekend. Only got a little bit depressed once, so that's good.

Grey Matter · Nov 25, 2013 at 12:54 AM

I am really not feeling much of anything. It's not upsetting me or exciting me, just kind of on a straight odd line here.

Silly Susie · Nov 25, 2013 at 09:43 AM

Had my 2 grandchildren spend the night Fri. Good distraction from depression. By 3 in afternoon Sat. was so ready for them to go home. This is a good reminder for me to be grateful that my kids are adults now, as I have no patience left-except to deal with OUR lives now. I love them all, I just have so little energy to interact.
After being depressed for so long, its almost unbelievable to actually have something positive, like feeling good for pushing myself to accomplish a task. Its a constant that I have to replace my negative thinking with positives.
Today, so far, is a grateful, hopeful day!!

Indie'sOK · Jan 29, 2014 at 09:37 PM

Well damn.

It's ridiculous, how long it's been since I've posted on PC. Back when I first signed up, I used to spend hours here. I guess a lot has changed since high school.

I don't know why I've been so down lately. Granted, January in Michigan is no picnic, but not even the horrible weather seems like the biggest reason for my mood. I'm just so lonely. It's especially obvious when I'm alone in my car at night, driving to or from college on Mondays, or going home from my boyfriend's house. I was with him today and we were watching television, my head against his chest. Out of nowhere I caught myself thinking about this loneliness and tears started to run down my face. I don't think he noticed at first, and if he did, didn't say much about it. My sadness is nothing new to either of us. He knows how I feel, and all he can do is try to listen and encourage me to keep going to therapy. Lately I've been making appointments to see T, but I cancel them at the last minute because I don't feel like going. I promised myself I'd call tomorrow and make one and actually go this time. Until then, I'm stuck.

The only things I'm looking forward to are the arrival of spring, and my appointment to get my first tattoo at the end of February. I'm finally tattooing over my SI scars. I'm hoping this will be a healing experience.

tealBumblebee · Feb 01, 2014 at 08:07 PM

Down. Down. Down.

Martek · Nov 25, 2013 at 01:26 AM

Barely got through the weekend, really not sure how I'm going to make it through Thanksgiving.

Nov 25, 2013 at 02:03 AM

I am up up and away
I wanted to say something mean
but I didn't
booooooo

tigersassy · Nov 25, 2013 at 04:18 AM

Doing ok. Kindda feel like I'm crashing though. Don't like this feeling. But what can I do. Off to ride the roller coaster called my life.

Nov 25, 2013 at 05:06 AM

feel aweful

not coping in the slightest

herethennow · Nov 25, 2013 at 05:38 AM

is okay. that's a good thing to have once in awhile... mid-terms are ending soon, thank god T_T

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FooZe Administrator Community Support Team Member Since Apr 2009 Location: west coast, USA Posts: 26,058 (SuperPoster!) 15 5,096 hugs given	Nov 23, 2013 at 04:24 PM #1 Continued from http://forums.psychcentral.com/depre...hread-7-a.html

Bark Poohbah Member Since Oct 2008 Location: PsychCentral Posts: 1,185 15 8,255 hugs given	Nov 23, 2013 at 06:12 PM #2 I realized when we reached 99 but forgot by the time we reached 100. Tired of staring at screens. Wasted lots of time. But I did a bit of work, I suppose.

1948kate Member Member Since May 2013 Location: Nebraska Posts: 71 11 29 hugs given	Nov 24, 2013 at 02:02 AM #7 Been a good week. Lots of time with friends. Got the house clean. Looking forward to all the cooking next week, and of course Thanksgiving with all 23 family members.

NWgirl2013 Magnate Member Since Mar 2013 Location: Between A Rock & A Hard Place Posts: 2,270 11 1,820 hugs given	Nov 24, 2013 at 02:28 AM #8 Good day. Stayed off computer/except to listen to Graham Norton Show while I worked on projects. Got a lot done, that helped my dismal outlook. __________________ It only takes a moment to be kind ~

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,816 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.4k hugs given	Nov 24, 2013 at 09:14 AM #9 Ups- I see my pdoc the day after tomorrow to get meds adjusted. Downs- I'm getting more depressed, still hallucinating __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Rose76 Legendary Member Since Mar 2011 Location: USA Posts: 12,494 (SuperPoster!) 13 5,407 hugs given	Nov 24, 2013 at 01:53 PM #10 Getting my house (and my S/O's house) fixed up nice for the holidays. Pleased with myself that I am getting stuff accomplished. Working on my kitchen today. I hate to get started, but know I'll feel good once I do. I just have to keep pushing myself, but the rewards are so worth it.

Anonymous33485 Guest Posts: n/a	Nov 24, 2013 at 02:51 PM #11 I've been having a nice weekend. Only got a little bit depressed once, so that's good.

Grey Matter Magnate Member Since Jul 2013 Location: hippocampus Posts: 2,379 10 962 hugs given	Nov 25, 2013 at 12:54 AM #12 I am really not feeling much of anything. It's not upsetting me or exciting me, just kind of on a straight odd line here. __________________ “You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”.

tealBumblebee Magnate Member Since Jul 2013 Location: USA Posts: 2,100 10 3,745 hugs given	Feb 01, 2014 at 08:07 PM #15 Down. Down. Down. __________________ A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go...]

Martek Member Member Since Sep 2011 Location: Ohio Posts: 225 12 95 hugs given	Nov 25, 2013 at 01:26 AM #16 Barely got through the weekend, really not sure how I'm going to make it through Thanksgiving.

Anonymous33340 Guest Posts: n/a	Nov 25, 2013 at 02:03 AM #17 I am up up and away I wanted to say something mean but I didn't booooooo

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Nov 25, 2013 at 05:06 AM #19 feel aweful not coping in the slightest

herethennow Poohbah Member Since Mar 2013 Location: RJAA! Posts: 1,006 11 1,850 hugs given	Nov 25, 2013 at 05:38 AM #20 is okay. that's a good thing to have once in awhile... mid-terms are ending soon, thank god T_T __________________ "The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. points to brain Here is. dx: recurrent MDD.