I feel really overwhelmed with everything. I try really hard to do well in school, but it isn't working. I've taken 3 classes with this one professor and I've always done well in her classes, like I've always gotten A's on all the tests and papers she's assigned. I just had the paper for the class I'm taking with her now due and I just checked my grade for it. I got a 50%. I really don't understand how I could do so badly. It's not like I didn't try to do well on this paper. I'm really upset because this class is the only one that I was actually doing well in this semester.
Sometimes, it all just feels like too much and I don't know what to do anymore. My life is really bad right now and I'm all by myself. I try to really care about my classes and get A's, but that isn't happening. I'm thinking about dropping out, but I really don't want to disappoint my mom. It's just really hard

I'm going to the counseling center at my school, but I don't think it's working.