[jiminkade]

Am Jim..almost 67 yrs old now..got a 37 yr old autistic, nonverbal son Johnny who I love very much and needs me a lot.. Am and have been on a website trying to prevent member's suicides'!!

Been on websites trying to support and help others for almost 17 yrs.. Considering how bad off and what a job Johnny and I did hiding from the world before it is sort a miracle how far I have come.. Johnny too..

I seem to understand, support and help others very down and depressed people..guess been there, done that.. About 95 percent of the time I act like an. Upbeat doing good person..

I do not do suicidal ideation..not since briefly in the 70's.. Today I just want to go hibernate with John and just turn the frigging world off for awhile..

Just want a rest..

[Fuzzybear]

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by jiminkade

Am and have been on a website trying to prevent member's suicides'!!

Thank you, Jiminkade. May you and John get the rest you desire.

[jiminkade]

on the 14th something happened on our normal ride me and son johnny to the neighborhood grocery store.. car flipped they say and ended up upside down in ditch.. we mostly ok now as bruises and injuries are healing.. have no memory of the accident.

septic tank been on the fritz for almost the same length of time.. lots of money expended with no working tank still.. pump is shot.. hoping today replacement pump will be found nad installed by norm the electrician???

this all made me very busy for 15 days now.. check from auto insurance company is still hanging in the air.. releases of medical information and all the other paperwork am waiting from the company that they have received it all..

too many damn loose ends are driving me batshit.. I want concrete results soon from just about anyone please????