[PrisonBound]

go live in a cave, sell my house...abandon it, idc....just go be alone. I've thought of being a truck driver just for the solitude, anything I can think of short of suicide to run away. Horrible feeling..and pretty common I'm sure.

It it wasn't for my daughter, Id either be dead already or close

I'd give anything to just be content w what I have

[MariposaLlora]

Yeah, the urge to flee it all is common I believe. I've spent so much time wishing I could buy a plane ticket and run away from everything. But of course wherever I go, my depression will travel with me. I'd miss my family so much too. Its hard to know how to cope.

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[PrisonBound]

My father was an alcoholic (so i hear..didn't really know him) I don't drink anymore bc I don't want my kid to see her father like that....but sometimes the urge to take a bunch of benzos and drink and just sleep for days sounds soooooooo good. Escaping from life, i guess

[Fuzzybear]

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Originally Posted by PrisonBound

My father was an alcoholic (so i hear..didn't really know him) I don't drink anymore bc I don't want my kid to see her father like that....but sometimes the urge to take a bunch of benzos and drink and just sleep for days sounds soooooooo good. Escaping from life, i guess

I agree some days that sounds so good. But I have a daughter too and don't want to leave her with that stigma, so I try to stay away from doing anything permantly. Some days it's really hard to keep focused on her instead of my and my pain, but I try.