as winter draws

I have noticed that as winter gets closer my mood gets more sour and my depression is now probably worse then how it was before. Example a friend of mine might be getting a new iPhone in the next few days, my birthday and Christmas is coming up soon snd she has an old iphone she i probobly going to get rid of or sell i tried in kind of a dumb way to adk if i could possibly have it. She mentions how her last phone she gave to me and how i jave a few others. Ok i keep and keep electeonics and very rarely get rid of them fpr my oen interest in learnig gadgets and such mostly. I guess it seems odd buy i kind of find itbhurtful that some who claims to be a friend and know ne well does not know such a gift eould make me happy and that ohh i should just be like everyone else and get rid of mystuff and upgrade it to the newist and lateist thing.

This person will do stuff like try this but then turn around and just aasume ohh of you get a new better laptop i can have your old one right? ITs not me being greedy saying i want to keeo certain things of mine and not just give them away.

I am almost afraid to some this might seem like hoarding even
. Maybe it is maybe it isn't. But i do get some chpice yes?

Yes, you get a choice, Kala83. You have a good - a great reason for holding on to your old electronics: a special personal interest. This has nothing to do with greed. Does your friend really understand you have this special interest?

I am not sure if she really does and I just thought it would be an easy gift idea for her since nither one of us has lots of money or very good job standing right now.