[delta49]

Hey. This is my first post in quite some time. I felt ok for a while, but lately ive been really depressed when Im not keeping myself mindlessly busy. I have no direction in my life, and I have no will to try and find one. I basically just exist from day to day, same routines with the same people. I find no joy in life except vicariously through friends. I thought maybe it was because i hadnt had an active sex life as of late, but i had sex a few weeks ago and I immediately felt much worse than before. I dont really know what kind of responses im looking for. Im probly not really looking for any at all, but anything insightful or even just comforting anyone has to say would be appreciated.

B

Is life is worth living, or death worth dying?

so sorry to hear that things have become rough for you lately....sometimes unfortunately...its ju st the way life goes and we have to stay positive and ride it out........if its any comfort.i among many others here have been where you are now....and somehow we survived...so will you....good luck and hope there are brighter days ahead.......julia

[Rapunzel]

Keeping yourself mindlessly busy can be okay sometimes. Sometimes that is what it takes to get to a place where you don't feel so bad and can start to look at where you might want to go to find direction in your life. There is a book that helped me to realize what I wanted to do - it is a great book. You might come up with something you would like to do, but your mind shuts it right down with all these reasons why you can't. This book not only helps you to find your direction, but also cuts through all the roadblocks. It is Who You Were Meant To Be by Lindsey Gibson. I found it in the public library, but Amazon has it too, and it's not expensive. I hope you feel better soon!

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