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Old Mar 06, 2014, 08:34 PM
unhappycamper463 unhappycamper463 is offline
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does anyone have any passions anymore? i just feel like i don't care about anything and that i'm useless, drifting in the world. i ****ing hate myself
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Old Mar 06, 2014, 08:54 PM
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Sometimes I feel like a rotting peace of driftwood floating among beautifully handcarved ships lol. But yeah, I have a few. I'm passionate about food. And chocolate and ice cream. I'm passionate about cute animals and good art. I'm passionate about educating the ignorant masses on common sense issues (when I get mad). I'm passionate about good slam poetry, movies, and books that make me feel something. I'm passionate about puns.

Keep looking, they are there but hard to see with the veil of depression over your eyes.
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Old Mar 06, 2014, 09:22 PM
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does anyone have any passions anymore? i just feel like i don't care about anything and that i'm useless, drifting in the world. i ****ing hate myself
I do... but I highly doubt it counts. Actually, it probably counts as a desperation rather than a passion.

I want to be HAPPY. LOL But I can't figure out what could make me happy. My depression entails extreme fatigue and apathey. So there is no one THING that I can find that motivates or drives me, but DAMN do I wish had something just for me. I want/need something that makes me want to wake up in the morning, something to get out of bed FOR.

So... I WANT to WANT... something.

I want a passion... passionately. It's not very rational if you ask me, but there you go.

It's a vicious cycle --> The more I want to be happy + the more I can't figure out what makes me happy = the more depressed I get.

It really makes no logical sense. However, this place is as good as any to reveal how crazy my crazy actually is. No need to thank me for the lovely insight. Your welcome.
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Old Mar 06, 2014, 10:42 PM
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does anyone have any passions anymore? i just feel like i don't care about anything and that i'm useless, drifting in the world. i ****ing hate myself
I have no passions anymore either. Nothing is worth it. I can relate to everything you say. Keep thinking maybe will get better, but don't really have faith that it will. Oh well, so what else is new?...
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Old Mar 07, 2014, 01:43 AM
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Mine is all used up.
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