[unhappycamper463]

I need goals and I don’t have any. I need passion and I don’t have any. I need stimulation and I don’t have any. I need something and I don’t have any. I feel adrift in the world. I haven’t felt right since I graduated. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel. I feel like a loser. I feel like a failure. I feel like my brain sucks. I feel like I’m not cut out like everybody else. I feel like I can’t fit in. I feel like I don’t fit in. I don’t know what to do. All I know is that I don’t have anything I need and that I have felt lost for the last 4 years. All the ****** advice I’ve gotten is for everybody else. It doesn’t feel great for me. I don’t think I’ll ever find the right fit for me. I don’t think I’ll ever be happy. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to shake the thoughts inside my head that are killing me softly. I don’t feel anymore.

[PTSD101]

Hey there unhappy camper

Just popping in to let you know I get what you're saying only too well. What you describe was me to a "T" for far too many years!

Thinking of you and sending you big hugs

[Curupira]

Are you able to get treatment? A good thrapist might be able to help you set goals and come up with a plan for action that is right for you.

[unhappycamper463]

I can't go to treatment now. I did before and I found it really unhelpful. It was just really obvious and I don't really see the point in going back.

[paynful]

I'm having similar difficulties. I can't seem to get out of my own way. While I have considered going back to therapy, it has been detramental in the past, and I'm afraid I am too fragile right now to risk it. However, a friend of my mother's brought an alternative to light.

Have you ever heard of a life coach? They help you set goals, keep your focus, and see the different paths to achieving them (they would stick with you throughout the process)... from all aspects of your life whether it's personal, emotional, or even targeted towards your career. In particular, my mother's friend also using hypno-therapy. It's not for everyone, but I thought I would just mention it.