[mulan]

That's a pattern I noted on me, when something big happens with me that makes me feel nervous...not anxious or fearful. Like after getting a school exam done (even this don't seen quite a big thing) I tend to talk a lot... I talk more than I like to or should. But after the rush, I get to my normal indifferent state. Saying some words here and there, smiling to this and those...but realy feel like saying nothing or remember anything to say.
So I presume that when people think they are somehow conecting with me, and that I am some one with something to say, they find a completly different person...again. 'There she is stepping asside and looking cold. I know this is one of the reasons, between many that makes me the weird lonly with no friends...but after those days I talk more than usual I feel pretty bad remember it, fearing talk to those people again. Blahh.
The point I'm trying to make, when I get something new in my life it sort of gives me a short time motivation.

[Rohag]

I experience something roughly similar when I'm seized by anxiety. I talk only a little more, but the character of my speech changes greatly. It's easy to tell I'm alarmed or in distress.

[Altered Moment]

Sounds like maybe you just feel really good for awhile or you get a little manic. I am not diagnosed bipolar but sometimes I get a little manic. I talk alot and can't sit still and have alot of energy. If only that would last.

[Fuzzybear]

[mulan]

Originally Posted by zinco14532323

Sounds like maybe you just feel really good for awhile or you get a little manic. I am not diagnosed bipolar but sometimes I get a little manic. I talk alot and can't sit still and have alot of energy. If only that would last.

It not must be mania, even it looks like . If it was I wouldn't feel my legs shaking, I wouldn't feel terrible inside and I wouldn't hate what I said. It's a urge to say something even I don't want to, but the thoughts get on my head with intense feelings. I talk about me much more that I wanted with people I didn't want to share with. But its just the talking thing. I have no motivation to Do anything else.

[gayleggg]

I start to figit, tap my fingers or pace the floor. I usually don't talk as much as it also makes me irritable.

Anxiety in social situations makes me blurt out all sorts of things and have all sorts of weird behaviours (twitching, leg shaking, fiddling with my hands) Im always embarrassed after talking to someone in that state as I talk to fast and not clearly and I cant focus on the conversations.