[bazzinga1990]

I keep looking for something, Anything.

But i don't see it. All i see is dark even when its sunny.

The sun shines bright, But not for me.

Its for someone else, That looks like me, Talks like me, But is not me.

Because i only see what no one else sees. I see shadows dances behind the glass of my window. The clouds that follow. These clouds know my name, They constantly know where to find me.They block the warmth from the sun. So i'm standing in the dark, Alone, cold and shaking and unaware of whats to come after........

[Maria38Divine]

Do you write poetry Bazz?

[Altered Moment]

She should write poetry. She has a knack. Did she even know she was writing poetry in that post? It was very good.

[Frankbtl]

Hi Ashley, to me you're putting into really descriptive, meaningful words the feeling some people can find it really difficult to describe.
I know depression can be so isolating, suffocating and seem inescapable, but it can sometimes be about holding on to any connections as much as possible........and.........we're here for you!! , feel for you, anytime you want to talk...........a bit more about what's going on for you (?).........
Alison

[bazzinga1990]

Originally Posted by Maria38Divine

Do you write poetry Bazz?

No, But it sure came out like i do here. Thanks

[bazzinga1990]

Originally Posted by zinco14532323

She should write poetry. She has a knack. Did she even know she was writing poetry in that post? It was very good.

No i didn't know i was writing like that and that it would come out so cool and deep and meaningful. I was feeling really low when i wrote this so i guess it is true that there are so good thins that come out from the dark.

[bazzinga1990]

Originally Posted by Frankbtl

Hi Ashley, to me you're putting into really descriptive, meaningful words the feeling some people can find it really difficult to describe.
I know depression can be so isolating, suffocating and seem inescapable, but it can sometimes be about holding on to any connections as much as possible........and.........we're here for you!! , feel for you, anytime you want to talk...........a bit more about what's going on for you (?).........
Alison

thanks so much for the love and support

[Altered Moment]

Keep writing.
Keep a journal.

[bazzinga1990]

Originally Posted by zinco14532323

Keep writing.
Keep a journal.

ok i already do that but i wont stop even when im feeling good i will still write