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Mar 16, 2014, 10:39 PM
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I'm just having one of those weeks - compiled by the fact that my younger sister got engaged to her boyfriend last night. She's two years younger and growing up she got most of the attention but if you ask my mom or her it was equal. It's frustrating to have your feelings constantly brushed off and that said were not close and I'm having a really hard time being happy for her. I put on the fake face and smiled. I have dealt with depression and anxiety for the last six years. And I just got off celexa (under my dr and therapists direction - not cold turkey) but I'm just having a hard time coping right now. I have been with my boyfriend the last 8 years and every now and then I get mad for one reason or another. But the fact that I'm older and not married has me wound up (like I said that news plus a few crappy weeks) I can't seem to get over it and forgive. I'm just pissy and I greatly dislike everyone I come in contact with... Someone tell me this is going to pass - that I'm just having a bad day... Ugh it just feels like endless sadness right now.
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 Fuzzybear, nakitakunai, ThisWayOut
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Mar 17, 2014, 07:35 AM
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Hello & Welcome, Jawbone263. Out "there" you may find it necessary or at least tactful to suppress your feelings about your sister and everything, that is not necessary here. What you have to say is welcome here.
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Mar 17, 2014, 08:44 AM
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Welcome to PC. Keep venting here.
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Mar 17, 2014, 09:49 AM
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Thank you guys. I feel a little better just getting that out of my head. I feel a little guilty at times putting on my fake face and pretending I like people... When really I'd like to do nothing more than punch them in the face or go home and curl up in my bed and sleep so I don't have to deal with anyone. I think I should probably call my therapist. Last time I saw her (about a month ago) things were ok and I was coping. I just feel in a rut again lately.
Again - thank you for your kindness and allowing me to clear my head. I can't put in to words how much it helps and how glad I am I found this forum. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Mar 18, 2014, 02:54 PM
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