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Mar 30, 2014, 05:48 PM
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Between family visits and massive anxiety I have had a rough weekend. My husband and I had a fight because of my mood and I have not been able to see my best friend this week. I feel so disconnected. I am not upset or angry I just feel adrift. The suicidal thoughts have crept back in. I have no intentions of harming myself. The thoughts are very academic in nature, but the fact that they are there makes me think I am back sliding.
I just feel very alone, and hopeless, and like I am just a big giant fraud. Faking it for the sake of the people who depend on me. |
 Anonymous100115, Maria38Divine, mulan, nakitakunai, Rohag, Viuam
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#2
Mar 30, 2014, 06:08 PM
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I just feel very alone, and hopeless, and like I am just a big giant fraud. Faking it for the sake of the people who depend on me. I can relate to that. Faking.... ((((hugs)))) |
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Mar 30, 2014, 07:25 PM
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While ever you are resisting those thoughts you are hanging on in there. Sometimes hanging on is the best we can manage. Be strong.
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| Curupira
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Mar 31, 2014, 06:15 AM
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I am to tired of it to fake it anymore.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Mar 31, 2014, 06:48 AM
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I have a really hard timing faking it with my depression too. The feelings just run too deep, and I feel like I have a message plastered on my forehead that says, "I'm depressed."
Hang in there.
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Mar 31, 2014, 07:10 AM
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Today is better. My mother has left so I am no longer being watched like a hawk and having to go through the motions so she feels that I am doing better.
My husband and I had a long talk, i had been doing better so he forgot that when stressed I back slide. He was taking my depression personally so everytime I expressed a negative thought we had a fight. We are back on the same page now so I feel safe again. |
| Idiot17, Maria38Divine, TheOriginalMe
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