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Old Apr 06, 2014, 12:08 PM
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I am sick and tired of living. I don't care about anything or myself. I keep hoping that I will get cancer or some awful sickness so that I can die. Thats how sick of life I am.
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Old Apr 06, 2014, 12:12 PM
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I am sick and tired of living. I don't care about anything or myself. I keep hoping that I will get cancer or some awful sickness so that I can die. Thats how sick of life I am.
Aw, I'm sorry. Truly. I am on a depression forum where we check in with each other and it helps to know someone is reading and checking in on me too. Why don't you join us? We are a nice supportive bunch and we do get it.

I am sorry you are having that kind of day...
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Old Apr 06, 2014, 01:26 PM
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Old Apr 06, 2014, 01:32 PM
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I feel the same way about half of the time. I can see where you are coming from.There is generally a reason behind the tiredness, and it could be something that happened a while ago that triggered this type of thinking. Do have any idea what could have caused you to feel like this, or is it the depression talking without triggers?

Let me know if I am not making sense.
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Old Apr 06, 2014, 01:52 PM
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First, thank you for the kind words. The depression just rears its ugly head at me continuously. I have no friends, no relationship, noone to lean on, and I spend most of my time alone. The world would just be better off without me. I am just sick of living.
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Old Apr 06, 2014, 01:59 PM
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In all reality, NO ONE would be better off if your were gone. There is no way for anything to be bettered by a life being taken away. Do you have a therapist? (Sorry for the hackneyed question, but I had to ask.)
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Old Apr 06, 2014, 02:14 PM
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Yes, I do have a therapist. In our last session, he said that I should try to stop "trying to get away from my depression", and just accept that I have it. I
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Old Apr 06, 2014, 02:16 PM
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Good, and I definitely agree with your therapist. The more you try to push something away, the more present it becomes in your mind. Acceptance can be a wonderful thing.

Does he know that you are feeling this way and don't want to live?
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Old Apr 06, 2014, 02:34 PM
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Yes, and he even said that there are people that are physically disabled and they are not jumping out of windows. Acceptance is hard.
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Old Apr 06, 2014, 02:54 PM
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Acceptance is hard and it does take time. I am glad that you are honest with your therapist.
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