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I am sick and tired of living. I don't care about anything or myself. I keep hoping that I will get cancer or some awful sickness so that I can die. Thats how sick of life I am.
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I am sorry you are having that kind of day... ![]()
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I feel the same way about half of the time. I can see where you are coming from.There is generally a reason behind the tiredness, and it could be something that happened a while ago that triggered this type of thinking. Do have any idea what could have caused you to feel like this, or is it the depression talking without triggers?
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First, thank you for the kind words. The depression just rears its ugly head at me continuously. I have no friends, no relationship, noone to lean on, and I spend most of my time alone. The world would just be better off without me. I am just sick of living.
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In all reality, NO ONE would be better off if your were gone. There is no way for anything to be bettered by a life being taken away. Do you have a therapist? (Sorry for the hackneyed question, but I had to ask.)
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Yes, I do have a therapist. In our last session, he said that I should try to stop "trying to get away from my depression", and just accept that I have it. I
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Good, and I definitely agree with your therapist. The more you try to push something away, the more present it becomes in your mind. Acceptance can be a wonderful thing.
Does he know that you are feeling this way and don't want to live? |
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Yes, and he even said that there are people that are physically disabled and they are not jumping out of windows. Acceptance is hard.
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Acceptance is hard and it does take time. I am glad that you are honest with your therapist.
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(((((hugs)))))
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