[CherryIEvans]

I'm so over university right now. good lord.

I'm over seeing my grades slip away to a really bad low, and having a teacher tell you you're flunking but shouldn't skip class, well that's…that's motivating, especially when you're depressed and feeling like the world's worst failure.

And I know it sounds silly, but it really doesn't help with anything, to be stuck in there feeling like crap all the damned lesson, I feel like I have a smile screwed onto my face all day, so much that when I come home my cheeks literally hurt from having it on all day.

I'm starting to hate even my friends (trust me I don't have THAT many to afford myself that luxury) I'm the kind of person that doesn't ever hate people, ever, but somehow the thought of going into that classroom every morning and not being able to come home until late is enough to make me want to burn the school down...

*sigh* I don't know what to do anymore, I can't take a break because finals in two weeks, but I don't think I can HANDLE finals at all.

sorry, this is all long and boring, and rant-y; I just needed to get it out somewhere.


CherryI.

[hvert]

At least there are only a few more weeks, right?! I'd also be aggravated if my teacher told me I was flunking but still had to go to class. I guess that means they have hope you will pass?

[LaborIntensive]

Let out a good scream, clear your mind and keep doing your best. It's all you can ask of yourself!