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Old Apr 11, 2014, 10:31 PM
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sorry for being bothersome but i dont want to bother my loved ones wi this, and i feel bad for bothering all of you but...i just need some advicd

today was a good day at first, but come 6th hour in school for NO reason i just...became very down. i was doing fine before, absolutely nothing set me off. it was just...random.

my suicidal thoughts have been getting worse lately and i dont know what to do, distrwxting myself (healthily) only lasts for so long... im not sure what to do.mlike, at first for a few months the reason i wanted to kill myself was because of school...but now i feel as if its something i just have to do. the worst part is theres nothing wrong with me. i have no reason to feel sad but i am, and i am very confused.

sorry for being a bother but im not sure what to do. i want to act quickly i mean i just hate these thiughts dominating my mind as they have been for the past few months. im usually a master at distractions but as i said my own mind has even been failing me lately...

im currently stable thoughmy minds not in a happy place so um, im just asking for advicd, sorry please and thank you.

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Old Apr 11, 2014, 10:55 PM
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No need to apologize.
Welcome to PC.

Is there a counselor at school you could discuss this with? It usually helps to find someone to talk with. If the thoughts become overwhelming do call a hotline or go to an online hotline chat. There's several. All you need to do is google crisis lines, crisis chat or suicide hotlines/ chat.
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Old Apr 11, 2014, 11:31 PM
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sorry for being bothersome but i dont want to bother my loved ones wi this, and i feel bad for bothering all of you but...i just need some advicd



today was a good day at first, but come 6th hour in school for NO reason i just...became very down. i was doing fine before, absolutely nothing set me off. it was just...random.


my suicidal thoughts have been getting worse lately and i dont know what to do, distrwxting myself (healthily) only lasts for so long... im not sure what to do.mlike, at first for a few months the reason i wanted to kill myself was because of school...but now i feel as if its something i just have to do. the worst part is theres nothing wrong with me. i have no reason to feel sad but i am, and i am very confused.


sorry for being a bother but im not sure what to do. i want to act quickly i mean i just hate these thiughts dominating my mind as they have been for the past few months. im usually a master at distractions but as i said my own mind has even been failing me lately...


im currently stable thoughmy minds not in a happy place so um, im just asking for advicd, sorry please and thank you.

Welcome, we are here to hear you and support you. I need you here too, so please don't let those lying thoughts get to you, you are a worthy, valuable person. There is only one inadequatejellyfish in this world, and the fact the You are here sharing all your feelings and thoughts with us is so precious, it makes me feel less alone, and more understood. Hang in there, and please reach out for help, you are not alone my friend

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Old Apr 11, 2014, 11:38 PM
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I can relate to what you are dealing with. At first I had a reason why I wanted to leave this earth, then I just started wanting to die. And I too have no "real" reason to be sad, but I am dealing with depression nonetheless. You are not alone.

Feel free to message me if you want to talk.
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