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Jun 13, 2014, 04:38 PM
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After 5 years in school i am finally graduating secondary! I'm happy because i've finished my exams and have now started my 3 month summer holiday! however, i will be losing touch with friends i've come to know and love as we will be going different colleges. Not only that but i had to stress over making sure i had a college to go to (i was in hospital during the time we had to apply for colleges).
overall i was happy though, i wanted to celebrate today with my family as it is after all a massive step in my life. that however was not the case. i'm not the most perfect child but i am less spoilt than my sisters as we have different dads (mine which i dont know). my mum sees me as a moody, anti-social hooligan and is constantly telling me i'm rude, have an attitude (dont speak much) or how my face looks disgustingly miserable even when i'm fine. i feel isolated. i cant talk to anyone/do anything in my household without being accused of doing something wrong. i know im not a bad kidd and sometimes it upsets (now) when they dont see that... especially my mum as she is the only blood relative i have. she always chooses my step dads side (he hates me and wishes i never existed so he could have a perfect family without me). i'm quite and prefer my own company which is opposite to everyone else in my family. i dont know whether any of this made sense, my tears are kinda getting in my way. i just really felt like writing down my thoughts. |
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Jun 13, 2014, 05:05 PM
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Oh hun I couldn't read and not reply. Wekl done on finishing school that's a huge achievement
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Jun 13, 2014, 05:53 PM
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Hello, messedup_kidd. Does the college you have chosen have a health center with professionals who may be able to help you through the downside of what you describe?
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Jun 13, 2014, 05:57 PM
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Congratualtions on your schooling and good job.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Jun 14, 2014, 09:00 AM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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