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#1
Jun 11, 2014, 05:05 AM
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*****TRIGGER WARNING *****
Called T but she has not called me back(2 days) . Feel so defeated. So hard to do anything.Dont want to go on. Life is too hard. |
 Anonymous100108, Anonymous100305, Fuzzybear, waggiedog
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#2
Jun 11, 2014, 05:30 AM
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(((seekersinking))) Do whatever you can to take care of yourself .. anyone else you can call?
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#3
Jun 11, 2014, 05:36 AM
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Talk to us seeker xox
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#4
Jun 11, 2014, 05:41 AM
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No one. PC is all I have. Must force myself to go on.
It takes huge effort to pull myself out of sui thinking. Last edited by SeekerOfLife; Jun 11, 2014 at 05:55 AM. |
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Jun 11, 2014, 05:43 AM
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My work was supposed to be rewarding. But difficult people drain the life out of me.
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Jun 11, 2014, 06:00 AM
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#7
Jun 11, 2014, 06:04 AM
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Antarctica merely expresses my aloneness in the world.
It helps me to reach out beyond the hurt and defeat. Thank you for asking. |
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Jun 11, 2014, 06:11 AM
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#9
Jun 11, 2014, 06:18 AM
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Tired of playing "Fake it til I make it".
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Jun 11, 2014, 07:22 AM
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time for a new therapist..........
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Jun 11, 2014, 07:41 AM
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(((((((( seekersinking))))))))
Please be safe? Love Fuzzy 
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#12
Jun 11, 2014, 07:43 AM
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Hang in there. I know faking is exhausting and hard. Keep looking up there has to be a better solution than suicide. You are loved here. Could you maybe go to the ER? I'm getting worried about you. PM me if you need to. I'll be on all day. Thinking of you. And call your T again and tell them it's an emergency. Stay safe.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
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Jun 11, 2014, 07:54 AM
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Maybe. Wondering.... Changing Ts would be almost traumatic I have invested so much time with her |
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Jun 11, 2014, 07:57 AM
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Gayle, dont be too concerned. I may feel like I want to die. But I have no intentions of acting on it. Thanks.
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Jun 11, 2014, 07:59 AM
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well i am glad you like your current therapist....
maybe you need to make a second call and challenge her on why she did not respond to your first call. |
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Jun 11, 2014, 08:01 AM
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Your therapist may have a lot of time on her hands. In the meantime, hang in there. Life is hard, that's the truth. We all wish life was easier, devoid of people who enjoy causing pain to others. But life has it's beautiful moments too. We are all here for you.
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Jun 11, 2014, 08:10 AM
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Jun 11, 2014, 08:14 AM
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To everyone: thanks for trying to encourage me. There is a saying about pulling yourself up by the bootstraps. Right now I cant seem to find my boots.
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Jun 11, 2014, 09:30 AM
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I hate that saying.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
| Hellion, SeekerOfLife
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#20
Jun 11, 2014, 12:28 PM
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T. called me a little bit ago. She has been out sick. Just when I told myself she was not going to call. Well, she only talked less than a minute. Said she will try to call me some time tomorrow. I did not have any time to tell her what was going on. So disappointed in life.
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Jun 11, 2014, 01:26 PM
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Jun 11, 2014, 02:25 PM
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 Oh dear dear seekersinking, I'm so very sorry and sad to hear you're feeling way down in that pit of despair, which I hate to say I know very well. There have been just many many times in my career in severe mental illness I've felt the same as you. My depressions have rendered me so bad I've been in~patient many times, yet I still can't tell you how to get out of the feeling you want out of life. I've often kinda ''defered'' departing by telling myself to wait until tommrow, then when tommrow comes I do the same. Last time this happened was 7 months ago but this time an antidepressant started me on the upward trend thank goodness. Hunny, please come here and talk, we will listen, I WILL listen anytime you like. I'm in London, UK so there might be a time difference. I send you big HUGS and lots of LOVE. 
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#23
Jun 11, 2014, 05:10 PM
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Thanks to all of you. I am trying to hang onto my scrap of hope. Dont feel much like talking tonight. Perhaps sometime I can return the support shared with me today. God bless you all.
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| Anonymous100108
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