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Jun 18, 2014, 09:06 PM
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I slept a lot today. And now everything is going WAY too fast and I can't stop shaking. Well, I can never really stop shaking because it's a disorder, but it's so much worse than usual.
I don't want to do anything, but I can't seem to stop moving. Can I just stop time? Forever, please? I never hurt myself, and I don't actually want to commit suicide, but I want to hurt. Pain is so much better than feeling nothing. And the pain feels good. I try so hard to control it, but it's so hard. I try to make due with snapping a rubber band on my wrist or pressing on a pressure point in my left hand. I have about 3 more weeks until I get to see my new psychiatrist, and I have no idea if I'll like him. If I don't like him, or don't trust him, I don't know if I'll be able to share everything that I need to. I have a severe phobia of men, as well as authority figures. So I'm really scared and am getting even more anxious the closer it gets to my appointment. I don't know what to do anymore. 
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Jun 18, 2014, 09:12 PM
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I like your picture. I agree best friends are like diamonds and false friends are like leaves found everywhere. I am sorry you feel so anxious and nervous. Anxiety and panic attacks feel terrible. I wish I could make it better for you but I will send you my love and hugs and best wishes.
 
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Jun 19, 2014, 05:17 PM
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 The anxieties of waiting and of the unknown (and of the known)...I would not want you to wait longer, but does your healthcare system know about your phobia? Would they be willing to accommodate you?
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Jun 20, 2014, 11:48 AM
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Is it possible to get a female p-doc?
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