[Fuzzybear]

Today started off rough and got worse and worse...... I just had to vent here as I feel like I'm climbing the walls. I thought the new meds and other things I've been doing were helping.... I guess they are, but not enough Just feeling like crying for ever

[LMo]

ah crap, Fuzz... I'm really sorry

I don't understand why your husband isn't freaking out. It's hard to watch you suffer like this.

This kind of depression is what brought me to PC in the first place. Nobody should have to suffer like that. There is help out there -- it's a matter of getting you to it.

I'm sorry

[jacq10]

(((((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))

I wish that i could help in some way .. i'm sorry to hear that things are so bad for you right now. Hang in there though, cry if it will make you feel better .... hell i'll cry with you.

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks for replying LMo...... I am good at hiding how I'm feeling from my husband when I feel this bad, I don't want to hurt him Also he's asleep and I never wake him up.... he hates that.......

He thinks that a T should be able to "fix" me in a year or less so there is even more hurt in store for him I fear

[Fuzzybear]

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[Bethsway]

crying with you fuzzybear... Hope it helps to know we care!!!

[LMo]

well Fuzz... I've known you for what, 4 years now? To me, saying that "I can't be fixed in a year" sounds like the hopelessness that goes along with depression. If your husband isn't depressed, then yes he probably sees the logic in:

problem --> treatment --> result

I know from personal experience that we (as the spouse) would rather see you keep trying than to be continually suffering and miserable.

It doesn't have to hurt so much. There IS help for it.

But I am proud of you for talking about it here and for trying new meds.

//38

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks dear (((((((((((((( Bethsway )))))))))))))))

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks LMo, I appreciate your reply!

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))))))))) You know I am here if you need me. Even if just to sit and be there. Please take care. I am sorry you are feeling so bad.

[Fuzzybear]

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[LadyDragus]

oh my darlin ((((((((((( huggles ))))))))))))

I am so sorry your feeling this way yet again.
I do understand trust me .. I have not beeing doing so well eihter

[Christina86]

(((((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))))

*HUGS* Sorry things are so crummy for you right now.

you know where to find me if you want to chat.

[therealme]

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im only a pm away, dear friend

dec xox

[Fuzzybear]

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Thank you all dear friends

Love,
Fuzzy

[LadyDragus]

you are so welcome my darling fuzzy wuzzy teddy bear.

I just wish I could do more for you. I truly do