[Vhv91]

so, the speedrun marathon I was watching is over, now I don't have anything to distract myself with...

I've watched The Perks of Being a Wallflower for the 5th time, started reading the book, read about 22 pages of the pdf, I also have many other books to read, but I don't feel like reading right now.

So I'm really bored and feeling empty, I wanna go out, but there's no one to go with me... I guess I'll just sleep, even though I just woke up 5 hours ago. And that'll probably be the same for the rest of the week, since my only friend works and can only go out at weekends.

[kaliope]

I play the games on PC. there is always someone playing so they never seem to end. they are mindless. don't take a lot of energy. ive formed somewhat a relationship with others there, have made some good friends and support systems in other games. I read as well, watch the food network and tlc. lots of mindless shows. sometimes I will go on netflicks and watch a marathon of a season worth of tv shows. got color book and crayons, crossword puzzles. I paint. I wish I could sleep but that eludes me. take care.

[depressedalaskan]

(((Vhv91))) To me bored would be a good thing. That might give me some strength to get a few things done on my lists. I know it sounds crazy but I don't get bored. I can sit for hours not wanting to do anything. Maybe if I was bored I could get back to one of my hobbies or something. I don't know but I wish I was bored.

Maybe write a few things down that you would like to do. Then you could work on this list as you get bored.