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Old Jul 07, 2014, 06:48 PM
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Trigger warning!!!!!
Trigger warning!!!!!


Why does it seem that everything I touch gets messed up? My wife wants to start couple's therapy. I'm already doing everything I can to get through my therapy. Not to mention I already want to quit therapy. I'm so over all of this crap I'm dealing with. Then I get this whole thing with my wife wanting to go to couples therapy. What else can ruin my life now?
But to what is scaring me I'm thinking about hurting people. Mainly myself and my boss. She's unstable and she's making life at work unbearable. It's so bad.... she's a narcissist (my opinion) she has no empathy for anyone, she shows off her self injury, she lies and manipulates. She's been turned in for some of her behaviors, but no one is doing anything. Or it seems like no one is doing anything, because it keeps getting worse. This has been going on for several months now. When is enough enough? I don't want to live like this anymore. I can't give up my job because I need it for money and health insurance.
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Old Jul 08, 2014, 02:54 AM
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Hello, tigersassy. Does your therapist know about your thoughts of hurting people? I hope you can get through this and get better.

I wish you well.
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Old Jul 08, 2014, 03:01 AM
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No she doesn't know. I've got an appt with her Friday, and I can't call her because then she'll want to see me sooner and I can't afford to go in earlier. Which makes all of this worse. Thank you for responding.
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Old Jul 08, 2014, 10:17 AM
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I'm sorry you are struggling so much with this. Could you maybe talk to your t over the phone at lease, and tell her you can't really come in sooner? I know when things get really overwhelming for me, even just a short phone call to my t has helped in the past, so make me feel less alone. There have been times when she offered to have me come in sooner, but I couldn't make it so we just talked on the phone and arranged for check-ins.
Also, have you guys talked about why you are going to couple's therapy? I know for my wife and myself, it was to work on communication (or so I thought) and it ended up also being that extra support for both of us. Maybe you could get something like that out of couple's therapy on top of whatever issues you guys are going into it with?
I hope you can find the support you need and get some relief from all this.
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