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Jul 10, 2014, 06:28 PM
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There's 5 more days until I see my T and 6 until I see my pdoc. I just want to give up. Invega Sustenna is working wonders on my psychosis and mania, but I can't get out of this depressive episode. I'm going to discuss with my pdoc about getting on Paxil, my pdoc doesn't want me on an AD because they make me manic but I really don't care at this point if it makes me manic. I hate myself so much and just want to end my life. I feel like time is going to go by extremely slow until my appointments.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Jul 10, 2014, 06:43 PM
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I find that when I come here often, the day goes more quickly. And doing my best to comfort others helps me. This might sound bizarre because I take no pleasure in anything some days, but something as simple as a coloring book and crayons can distract me.
Warmth and light to you. And I'm 47. Last edited by kjv2acts; Jul 10, 2014 at 06:44 PM. Reason: Added a thought |
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Jul 10, 2014, 08:05 PM
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Thanks for the advice, and coming to PC does make time go by fast
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Jul 10, 2014, 08:32 PM
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I know you see no light and no way you will last for 5 and 6 days, but I believe in you, because how ever old you are, you have lasted this long.
 PM me if you want someone to talk to, I will listen without judgment, as your friend.
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Jul 11, 2014, 01:27 PM
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I too found that when I was severely depressed i spent hours and hours on this site and it really helped.
It would seem to me you need an AD as well. Probably not Wellbutrin or a SSNRI as those are much more activating. Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Paxil, Lexapro......many SSRI's to choose from.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Jul 12, 2014, 09:23 AM
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((((((((( Blue Bird )))))))))
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Jul 12, 2014, 10:04 AM
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Hi Blue Bird, sorry you feel so much pain. I understand depression. I have been where you are, in misery. Hang in there. Only a few more days. We love you. Lots of hugs to you.
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Jul 12, 2014, 07:52 PM
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don't know if i'm allowed to send you this - - - Coming off Invega Sustenna (paliperidone))
some interesting comments on Invega. good luck and hang in there. |
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Jul 15, 2014, 03:49 AM
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Thanks for the support everyone
 , I made it. My appointment with my T is today in 4 hours and with pdoc tomorrow morning.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Jul 15, 2014, 06:52 AM
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let us know how things go.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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