[doggiedo]

I'm sinking back into it. I started crying this weekend over nothing. I read a sad article on fbook today and started crying when I thouht of it on the way home in the car. I'm second guessing all of my decisions, that is if I can even make a decision. I walk around in a little zombie zone.

I'm in a new relarionship and I am second guessing that too. I feel like I'm going to mess it up- and to be honest, it's the best thing that had happened to me in a while!

Idk what to do. I have an appt with my psych next week. I increase my medicine back up to where I felt was a therapeutic dose - she said I could do that last time.

I just feel like this thing is swollowin me whole.

[waterknob1234]

I understand where you are coming from. Your story sounds like mine. I know there are things I desperately need to do to change my situation yet I cannot bring myself to do them. Best of wishes

[doggiedo]

Thanks. It's so tough. Why don't u take a step to get help? U not ready or just don't feel up to it??

[doggiedo]

I've been at work for half the day and I want to go home and sleep. I could shut my door and just sleep here during my lunch break. I think the medicine is making me sleepier too. Ugh. What's worse- being depressed or being sleepy?