[Fleury29]

I've tried various things from getting mad, trying to hint at it, trying to be blatantly obvious, but people always seem to just treat me badly in guise of pretending to be friendly. Nothing I do is ever right, even if it's something no one else gets in trouble for. I keep getting lead into doing things just so people can say look he did such and such to me or whatever. I've just accepted the fact that friends don't exist in any shape or form, that goes the same for any type of treatment other than me being made to feel like the worst scum on the planet. Anytime anyone is nice to me, it's because they want something from me or they want to lead me into doing something wrong. I'm sick of it, but there is nothing I can do anymore except rant here. The most drastic thing I've come up with is moving to Europe. Preferably in a non English speaking country. I want it to end.

[Rohag]

Exceptionally frustrating situation...

Fleury29, as this is a long-term pattern, is it possible you are somehow broadcasting a social vulnerability the exploiters and cruel among the population home in on?

You have tried to tell these people to stop. That they don't is an indication of their pathology.

Moving is an option. You may not have to move far, just far enough to get a fresh start.

You are describing a truly disheartening situation on which depression can feed.