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Aug 04, 2014, 12:01 PM
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Maybe I should just rant.
Had been doing okay... doctors were optimistic about my outlook. They were seeing much progress... now? Hit rock bottom. There's so many factors that leads to this.. Feeling sui... parts of me have a plan in place... I don't know. Should I go to my pdoc? My T keeps telling me to "fly solo" and I am unsure of what step to take. This sadness has been going on for a week. I cannot do much anymore. Starting to self harm on a regular basis. All I just want to do is isolate myself. Either that or.. just end it all.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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Aug 04, 2014, 12:20 PM
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Do your T and pdoc know about this change and how hard things are getting for you? I'd like to think that if your T was aware they wouldn't be pushing you to fly solo.
I think it's time that you reach out to someone for some more support. Do you want to talk about the factors that have lead to this? We're here for you 
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Aug 04, 2014, 12:23 PM
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I hope you will reach out to your care providers so they can try and help you.
That's what they are there for, we can't always fly solo especially when we are in a lot of pain. Hang in there
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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Aug 05, 2014, 08:37 AM
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It's kinda long so that's why I don't really list out all the factors..
Meeting my pdoc tomorrow and I'm kind ashamed to see her. I don't know what I should say even. No they don't know and tomorrow would the start of them knowing. Thanks guys. 
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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Aug 05, 2014, 08:49 AM
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Good luck with everything tomorrow
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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Aug 05, 2014, 12:33 PM
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Don't be ashamed to see her. They are there to help when we are in need of some more support, but it is nothing to be ashamed of.
As for what to say....you could print this thread? Or you could make a few bullet points of how you are feeling, how long it's been going on. The thoughts and the urges that you are getting with it. |
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Aug 06, 2014, 08:20 AM
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Did up some points on my tablet and let her read it as a conversations starter. I still feel ashamed though - maybe it's because I don't want to face this. Maybe I don't want to acknowledge that I've hit here again after months of "stability."
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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