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the world is flat. empty and grey. i wish for sleep. the sleep without waking. but i wouldn't ever act on it. i have my dears to think of. my babies. they deserve a better mom, though. my husband deserves a better wife.
i don't know what else to write. there is nothing. nothing. just... nothing. |
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there is hope...even though it doesn't seem like it. I hated that word because it seemed impossible...but I finally got the magic wand that took all that darkness away...it was the right meds and the right therapy at the right time and bam...my life completely changed and I haven't been to the bottom of that hole since.....hang in there......take care.
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thankyou for replying, Kaliope. i am in therapy and have a great doctor managing my medications. i suspect this is just a low point. i'll see how long it stretches on before contacting my doctor to get some meds adjusted. i'm very glad that you haven't been in the mire since everything came together for you. take care...
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I too feel the same hun. I feel nothing. I worry about everything. I fantasize about disappearing into another dimension. Just know you're not alone. I have reached out for professional help. It's not easy. It's not 100%. However, I notice things can improve, even if for short periods of time. Also, I do find I have more good days than bad. *big warm friendship hug*
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"What a liberation to realize that the, 'voice in my head' is not who I am. Who am I then? The one who sees that." ~Eckhart |
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I know the feeling of nothing. Just nothing.
Hope it changes to something soon. (((((Hugs))))) ![]() |
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