[Music Rules Me]

Hi,

Long time no post.

I'm still the same as ever. Still feeling worthless. Still wanting to erase my existence. Still not seeing myself having a future.

Can't believe I've lived feeling like this since I was 11. And now that I'm 21, I have no excuses not to be making something of myself. But there's nothing for me.

I don't even know who I am anymore.

But oh well, what can you do, that's life. I don't even know why I'm posting on here. It's not going to change anything.

But yes, that's me. How's everyone else been doing?

[kaliope]

I existed like this, hopeless, no purpose for over thirty years. then I found meds. found the right antidepressant, I had toyed with some meds here and there, but I knew I would be dead if I didn't do something at this point. so I got serious about meds and therapy. and it was like that magic wand I had been wanting all my life suddenly appeared and I finally found a way out of that bottomless pit I had been living in all my life. it totally turned my life around. and I wonder how different my life would have been if I had found meds at your age..........

[Rohag]

Hello, Music Rules Me!

Originally Posted by Music Rules Me

I don't even know why I'm posting on here. It's not going to change anything.

Maybe not, but by posting you've signaled you're still around, and that gladdens those who remember you.

[Fuzzybear]

I agree with Rohag