[TheLastChapter]

I just feel so worthless. I am seriously considering dropping out of college and going on with my life without an education. I now have failed two exams for a class that I must pass to become a nurse. My parents are both encouraging me to drop the class. I dont know why this one class is making me so upset. I might just not be able to take this the right way. I have never had to deal with this kidn of thing. I have been a straight A student since I started school. I was in college level courses in highschool where I had an A. Now in college I knew that it would be harder, but I didnt imagine going from the top academically to rock bottom would be this hard on me. I just feel like a failure. I am the only child in my family of four going to go to college and I am a first generation college kid. That is a ton of pressure on an 18 year old that has not only depression but newly diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. I have no one to go to for help because everytime I try to get help (academically) I end up chickening out because my anxiety gets so bad. I just feel like everyone was so proud of me and now I will become a disappointment because I feel comepletely in over my head with this whole college thing. I am in over my head.

[Altered Moment]

Maybe you need a break while you get some help. Take the pressure off and take up college later. It's not the end of the world. You are 18 and have lots of time for education. I knew a guy who got his law degree at 65. Take care of yourself and get lots of help. You know you are capable but have some other obstacles to overcome first.

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[waterknob1234]

I don't believe you are worthless. I think you are just going thru a hard time right now. College is so different from high school and that first year of college is a big adjustment. Add to that depression and anxiety disorder and it is just rough. Rather than dropping out of college altogether, maybe you may want to drop the class that is problematic and take it later. Don't be afraid to see a college counselor for help. You will probably find that they are very familiar with the type of problem you are having and could give you some helpful advice. Take a deep breath, think things thru.

I went thru some of the stuff you are dealing with when I was 18 and I was in college. I got scared and dropped out of school, but now looking back I wish I had stayed in and just changed my major. It really is easier to go to college when you are younger. An education gives you more choices and opportunities in life. You sound like you are too bright to throw in the towel completely. Don't let one class mess you up. You are going to do fine down the road.

[geez]

I had to withdraw mid semester once. I was putting too much pressure on myself to get all A's. Your post sounds like me a couple of years ago. I too have depression and anxiety. I am back in school but with a slightly different perspective. Take care of yourself. It's OK to take a break and get help. There is no failure in that. Be proud that you're working hard to make a good life for yourself. Big hugs!!!