[Concrete Heart]

Everything has been a complete mess this year. 2014 has been kicking me through the teeth. I thought that by starting a fresh new school year in Towson University that everything would get better; unfortunately, I was completely wrong.

Things have been falling apart for me. I feel like I have no one to turn to except my oldest sister. I can't pay attention in my classes at all. What's worse is I purposefully avoid my classes so I won't feel unaccomplished.

I don't believe I was ever meant to attend Towson University. I don't even know what my purpose is anymore... Can anyone please help me?

[kaliope]

are you in counseling...it sounds like you need to develop a support system. most universities offer free counseling to their students. maybe getting some counseling could offer you the help you need to sort out where you are at. take care.

[waterknob1234]

So sorry you are going thru a hard time. Hope you find the help you need.

[Idiot17]

(((((Concreteheart))))) Hope you find some purpose to live. Good luck.

[bipolar angel]

Concrete heart-hang in there, can you find a support group in your town or at univetsity??use this s ite, too. Can you check with your student hlth center, most colleges have counseling?? Don't give up, you are in a slump...are you on any meds...maybe talk to your pdoc about changing them or going on some?? Sometmes, we need the meds to help boost our mood so we have the energy to go to therapy, do self help stuff. My 2014also exploded with major stresdor I never saw coming, so my psych md had inc my antidep, incrwase my moid stabil, add prn anxiety med, and I'm back in therapy and found pc...it atinks when stuff feels our i f control but hang in there