I am getting better slowly i think. still have big anxiety feeling in my stomach, going back to docsto get some relaxing stuff i hope lol. this post is for people who think they just wont ever get out of the pit. i'm on my way, some slips back, but hopefully no more suicidal thoughts for a while. thankyou everyone on here for helping pull me through. you have been so kind and thoughtful and caring.

if i can get out of that wide black bottomless abyss, then so can anyone else. look fora tiny thread of hope, it is there, keep pulling until the hope gets stronger, people here will help with that.

this time last week i was in despair, no signs of getting out, now i'm actually looking forward to things and am seeing a pdoc v soon. long hard road to get rid of stuff from past, but looking fwd to getting rid of all that unwanted baggage at last.

take it from me, you will get better if you give yourself the chance. helping others on here helps with cinfidence and esteem too, if people listen, it makes you feel worthhile.

take care

kerry (jinnyann) xxx

so glad that you are starting to feel better and thank you for this post...its so important for people to know that there is hope of feeling better!!!!!!!!!

[snowflake_48888]

I am so glad you are feeling better. And what a great post for others to read that are in that deep despair. You have shown others that there is hope. I am so glad you have found comfort and support with people here at PC. I too have found many supportive friends here.
Hang in there Jinny..you are on the way to better health....
Love ya
Snow

[sabby]

((((( jinny )))))

So wonderful to hear you are feeling better and looking forward to more recovery! I know you will get there...I have tons of faith in you. You are stronger than you know.

Love & Hugssssss
J

[desperado]

Hi Jin,

Awesome, possum! So happy to hear you are leaving the pit. You deserve it.

You are a very strong woman, Jin. This should snowball into much more confidence for you, which I really hope does.............I never like to see you so sad & hurting.........want to see you happy........

THANK YOU! for this lovely post, btw..............it's really nice to know that there is SOME way out...........

Love ya.......

Desy



p.s.: Do something kind for yourself today.......this calls for a celebration

wow.....so many nice words....

see, you too can feel good, look how bad i was last week!!!!

thankyou everyone for all your support and kind words. i'm going to try and keep on top of this mood now, just need to get rid of anxiety.

my friend told me off today for living in pc lol her husband is going away tonight so going round for an 80's night playing old music and diging out picys. probly be on later though lol

thanks again
i'm here for you all too whenever you need me....

i love you all so much......jinny ann (kerry)xx

btw, my darling grandad used tocall me jinnyann, hence the name lol xxx

[Talulah]

Hey Jin

Yea, sometimes the pit gets bigger on some days and it's harder to get out and then other days it's small enough to take a step out!

Glad today was a "small pit" day.......I'll be somewhere around the pit as usual willing to help anytime.....if I'm at the bottom, I shall push you up with my shoulders to reach the light beams and get a frim hold, and if I'm in the middle, I will stay there until you catch up so you're not alone, and if I'm at the top, I will reach way down and pull as hard as I can to get you up with me......

xo

[Numbers]

I'm very happy to hear that you are feeling better Jinn. I think you are a very strong person to pull yourself out. I hope you keep feeling that way.

[therealme]

((((((((((jinny)))))))))
im glad you are starting to feel better, i hope you can find the happy jinnyann again soon
take care
dear friend
dec

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((((( jinnyann ))))))))))))))))