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Old Oct 15, 2014, 08:18 AM
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Im so depressed I cant stand it anymore. I cant get these thoughts out of my head. Im just so close to the end of my sanity. I hate everything about my personality and my heart. I am evil. I have no soul. I take and dont give back. I hurt people I love. I ruin my reputation. I will never be given the chance to redeem myself in so many peoples eyes. The one I hurt the most still takes care of me. The guilt and pain. The actions that were taken. My heart has left me. Im so broken inside im so sorry for so much. I cant erase anything. I cant take nothing back. What do I do now? Suffer forever? Yes. Thats my punishment. I deserve this pain.
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Old Oct 15, 2014, 08:21 AM
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My last episode did that to me. I suppose none are in my life right now. I hope all works out.
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Old Oct 15, 2014, 08:22 AM
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It just keeps gettin worse and nothing helps.
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Old Oct 15, 2014, 07:52 PM
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I hate everything about my personality and my heart. I am evil. I have no soul.
Those are intense, overwhelming feelings. How much of your self-hatred goes back to someone who would not or could not care about you?

Please try to stay safe, Aprillynn197.
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