[genes]

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so depressed I can’t function. I tried to kill myself last month, but at the last minute I called my boyfriend to stop me. He took me to the hospital and I stayed for 3 days in the ER. I’m on meds now and am seeing a doctor. There’s no trigger for my depression; I’m just biologically predisposed, it’s in my family history.

The meds were working for a while but now they just stopped. I started cutting myself again. I don’t want to live anymore. I just want to die. I can’t stand waking up each day. I feel like I’m a huge burden on my friends and family. My boyfriend even told me today that he feels like my nurse, and that he doesn’t know how he feels about me anymore because I’m so down and I’m not myself. I’ve been trying so hard to not be a burden on him or anyone. Now I feel like I completely messed up this relationship and it’s killing me even further.
I just want to die. Please. I don't know what to do anymore.

[Altered Moment]

I know your pain. Believe me. Lean on your family. It's not a burden that is what family is for. At least mine keeps telling me that. I don't know what kind of doc you are seeing but I suggest a psychiatrist and therapist. Call whoever you are seeing and tell them what is going on.

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Go to the hospital, call crisis, or 911.

[vital]

Originally Posted by genes

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so depressed I can’t function. I tried to kill myself last month, but at the last minute I called my boyfriend to stop me. He took me to the hospital and I stayed for 3 days in the ER. I’m on meds now and am seeing a doctor. There’s no trigger for my depression; I’m just biologically predisposed, it’s in my family history.

The meds were working for a while but now they just stopped. I started cutting myself again. I don’t want to live anymore. I just want to die. I can’t stand waking up each day. I feel like I’m a huge burden on my friends and family. My boyfriend even told me today that he feels like my nurse, and that he doesn’t know how he feels about me anymore because I’m so down and I’m not myself. I’ve been trying so hard to not be a burden on him or anyone. Now I feel like I completely messed up this relationship and it’s killing me even further.
I just want to die. Please. I don't know what to do anymore.

Decide now what you're going to do tomorrow morning. Call up your MDs, make an appointment and make a plan. Your boyfriend and your family want to help. Many people have felt like you do now and gotten much better.

- v

[Fuzzybear]