To be me is to be treated like I don’t matter

To be me is to be laughed at and mocked

To be me is to be treated with suspicion even though I haven’t done anything wrong

To be me is to be judged for things I have no control over

To be me is to feel like no one wants to be my friend

To be me is to never be taken seriously

To be me is to be underestimated

To be me is to be told I’m wrong

To be me is to always have what I say taken out of context

To be me is to know I will never be in love or ever get married and that no one will ever love me back like I do them

To be me is to be seen as pathetic and weak

To be me is to be gossiped about behind my back and then told it’s all in my head

To be me is to always feel lonely

To be me is to want to die to end my pain and then told that the pain is only temporary even though I’ve felt this way all my life

To be me is to be lied to and have people act fake to me

To be me is to only have people act nice to me just so they can use me

To be me is to lie and feel like I can never really be me and when I’m told to just be me it always ends up in rejection

To be me is to be laughed at for how I feel

To be me is to show concern for others and have them reject my compassion

To be me is to be a terribly sensitive and real person living in a terribly insensitive and fake world

To be me is to be a man even though inside I feel like a child

To be me is to know I will never have children and have anyone call me Dad

To be me is to feel hopeless

To be me is to be told you understand when you really have no idea what it’s like to be me

[Nammu]

Sorry I've no words right now but I understand.

[Alone & confused]

Originally Posted by Scott900091

To be me is to be treated like I don’t matter

To be me is to be laughed at and mocked

To be me is to be treated with suspicion even though I haven’t done anything wrong

To be me is to be judged for things I have no control over

To be me is to feel like no one wants to be my friend

To be me is to never be taken seriously

To be me is to be underestimated

To be me is to be told I’m wrong

To be me is to always have what I say taken out of context

To be me is to know I will never be in love or ever get married and that no one will ever love me back like I do them

To be me is to be seen as pathetic and weak

To be me is to be gossiped about behind my back and then told it’s all in my head

To be me is to always feel lonely

To be me is to want to die to end my pain and then told that the pain is only temporary even though I’ve felt this way all my life

To be me is to be lied to and have people act fake to me

To be me is to only have people act nice to me just so they can use me

To be me is to lie and feel like I can never really be me and when I’m told to just be me it always ends up in rejection

To be me is to be laughed at for how I feel

To be me is to show concern for others and have them reject my compassion

To be me is to be a terribly sensitive and real person living in a terribly insensitive and fake world

To be me is to be a man even though inside I feel like a child

To be me is to know I will never have children and have anyone call me Dad

To be me is to feel hopeless

To be me is to be told you understand when you really have no idea what it’s like to be me

Sweetheart, you have just described how most of us here feel ! I know people have told you they understand and they really don't, but the more you get to know us here at PC, the more you'll learn that you are not alone here! We REALLY DO understand what you mean! And we're all here for you! I was nodding my head through most of what you wrote because I've been there, still am! I hope you find this site as helpful as I have!