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Dec 16, 2014, 01:36 AM
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I think it's all falling apart. I feel like I'm falling apart. Everything inside is writhing and I can't do anything about it. I just don't want to live anymore I think. I feel foolish for feeling like I was better. I was wrong. IT'S ALL BAD NOW. I never want to get out of bed again. I shouldn't have tried. I torture myself. Why? Why do I torture myself?
Do I like to do this to myself? I must like to because I know it's irritating me yet I stay and let it. |
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Dec 16, 2014, 01:39 AM
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I think that's probably just the depression / sadness talking. You tried because you want better, and you want to shake these feelings. Just because they're back doesn't make them permanent! We are here for you. Everyone has bad days
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Dec 16, 2014, 01:43 AM
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i feel that way 24/7 but my meds help very much. i was hit by a van and in 2 car accidents, im not using that as an excuse, but i do think the head and bone injuries didn't help anything either way. i wish there was a way to turn back the clock!!!!
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Dec 16, 2014, 02:10 AM
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I thought my meds were helping me. Then an instant drop in mood. I instantly down more of my medication and alcohol then I should and now I feel depressed. I don't know why. I want to damage myself. I feel so weak and unlovable. I hate myself. I hate everything about myself. Jealousy is my trigger.
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Dec 16, 2014, 02:12 AM
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First and foremost, should you be mixing alcohol with your meds? Secondly, bad days don't make you weak, struggling doesn't make you unlovable. Why are you jealous, Thule?
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Dec 16, 2014, 02:15 AM
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I am jealous of normal people. People that function and do things they are supposed to do. |
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Dec 16, 2014, 02:20 AM
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It doesn't help you to try and counteract your medication. I understand your jealousy, it's something I struggle with often as well. However, you are on good steps to lead yourself to a functional life. sometimes it's easier to be a 'creature of habit', in bad thoughts, in counterproductive means. But it doesn't mean you'll be unsuccessful. You have the means to be better
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