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Dec 07, 2014, 02:12 PM
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What is keeping you alive in this moment?
for me, beautiful piano music 
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Dec 07, 2014, 02:27 PM
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warning, this may trigger but my intention is to share (honestly) and to somehow help others who are struggling and trapped in this cruel "illness"/disorder
............. and, do you actually want to be here tomorrow?   (deleted sorry )
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Dec 07, 2014, 02:31 PM
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Planning for the little presents I will buy for the nurses here at the hospital
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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Dec 07, 2014, 02:32 PM
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That's cool, I wish I could begin to trust nurses but alas I was programmed at the age of of 5 and probably younger that they would harm me and not care. For I was a very unendearing child
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Dec 07, 2014, 02:33 PM
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Yes, I think I want to be here tomorrow
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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Dec 07, 2014, 02:35 PM
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I commit to being safe for one more day
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#7
Dec 07, 2014, 02:38 PM
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I am sorry, Fuzzy! Some of them were not nice to me at the beginning. Actually, one made me cry. Having been here for more than 2 months, I can see all their struggles, and then appreciate them better.
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Dec 07, 2014, 02:45 PM
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I appreciate every day I read your posts, Fuzzy. You are necessary
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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Dec 07, 2014, 04:28 PM
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Hi Fuzzy, really sorry you're struggling so much
 If you want to talk about it a bit more here for you, but for now just sending you some links I hope will help just a little, right now. And note the last two are specifically (!!) for you: And btw, less of the unendearing child!!! The person/people who've said that no doubt didn't truly know you, right??!!! And the answer to that is......."No"!!! Alison |
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Dec 07, 2014, 04:41 PM
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The same thing that always keeps me going... my wife.
 I have to admit that sometimes I wish she would finally throw my sorry butt out. Then I could just go ahead & end it all. But she never will... 
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Dec 07, 2014, 04:46 PM
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For me, it's always my daughter.
Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
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Dec 07, 2014, 06:55 PM
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My dog, my family and fear.
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Dec 08, 2014, 07:13 AM
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Nothing. Which makes it all the more stupider.
((((Fuzzy)))) |
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Dec 08, 2014, 03:33 PM
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No child is 'unendearing' Fuzzy!! You were not then and are not now.
That really made me sad to see that written down. (((((Hugs))))) xXx Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Dec 09, 2014, 10:32 AM
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Quote:
Me too. Safety for another day. |
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Dec 09, 2014, 10:49 AM
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Hope? Its fading pretty fast though.
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Dec 09, 2014, 11:04 AM
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I know how you feel
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Dec 09, 2014, 11:16 AM
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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Dec 09, 2014, 02:00 PM
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Inertia Deep survival urges beyond the reach of my emotion (or lack of emotion) Medications ???
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My dog  mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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#20
Dec 09, 2014, 02:30 PM
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(((((((((( Rohag )))))))))) I'm so thankful that you're here it's so hard to "leave " (this planet)
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