[simplylife]

What else should I say now? That I want to keep sleeping even thought I have work to do? That I will most like keep procrastinating? That I will think of her for the remainder of the day? That it will make me sad and poetic and that that is when I will write a poem that most likely you will never read? What else? That I don't really have any friends? That I have no idea what true pain and depression is? But that is my depression and my pain nonetheless? That everything relates to you? That I might be in love with you? What else should I say? That when I say "my little stupid life" it is mere whining and yet the biggest reason why I exist? What Else should I say?

[vital]

Originally Posted by simplylife

What else should I say now? That I want to keep sleeping even thought I have work to do? That I will most like keep procrastinating? That I will think of her for the remainder of the day? That it will make me sad and poetic and that that is when I will write a poem that most likely you will never read? What else? That I don't really have any friends? That I have no idea what true pain and depression is? But that is my depression and my pain nonetheless? That everything relates to you? That I might be in love with you? What else should I say? That when I say "my little stupid life" it is mere whining and yet the biggest reason why I exist? What Else should I say?

Hi simplylife,

Read this and see if it applies to you

http://forums.psychcentral.com/depre...n-escaped.html

What I think is the best general plan for what you have is post #74 in that thread.

Keep in touch and let us know how things are going for you.

- vital

[Rohag]

Do you need to put a barrier between you and the obsession? Even with a barrier or distance, though, fixations frequently linger before they fade.

[waterknob1234]

Hi simplylife. If you suffer pain and depression, you suffer. It doesn't make your pain any more or less than someone else's. And you and your feelings are important. Your pain is real. Are you missing a special person or sad over that person's absence? Love and hugs to you.
Hope you are feeling better soon.