[alwaysrunning]

It seems to me everyone here has been to a doc or prof. of some sort. I haven't....EVER.
I dont know if I am depressed or what I am....I scored a 81 on the test (not that that matters anyways)
please tell me if I need help......
how do I "feel" what makes me think I might be depressed...I feel lost and hopeless, I can go from one extreem to the next in a heart beat. I spend weeks crying and never leaving my house.I dont want to build any real relationships.
I can get suisidal but never really too serious, Just want to die. I just want to curl up and die....my "heart" is....I dont even know what to say Im so upset I feel physically sick, nauseous, I cant even discribe it....It feels like my whole insides are ripped out..... just have no purpose in life

[sickntired]

I am absolutely no expert,but I do suffer from depression and I feel alot of the things that you describe.I would definitly see a doctor.Medication as in anti depressants really do help me.I also see someone on a regular basis to talk things through.Without doing these things aswell as the wonderful support I get here,I would just not beable to function.

So please do go and see someone,I know its difficult when you feel so bad,but you can only gain from going.

Keep posting, I will look out for you.

Please take care

you need help
you know u need help cos u came to pc
and its a good thing
cos u are wanting to change
use the resources to locate a doc to help u
see ur general practitioner and tell them about what u
have been going through
no one can deny u help when u are asking for it

[bipolar_bear]

If how you are feeling is hindering your quality of life then maybe you may want to see someone? It sounds like you have some symptoms that are really affecting your life. Good luck finding someone should that be what you decide to do. Take care.