[macy666]

Thank you all for commenting on my sisters death, makes me feel like I'm not alone, scrolling through her threads I saw that she said I abused her, I hit her a few times playfully, I never thought she took it as abuse, we talked about it but I always thought she was joking, now I can't help but to feel I'm to blame for her death, am I the reason she's dead? I'm back on here because I don't want people to end up like my sister, I want to try to help people, my family and I have been through a lot since her death, the funeral was awful, my mother won't speak, my dad cries, they're thinking about getting separated, and I feel I'm to blame for all of this just by trying to be playful, I wish I'd known, I'd take it all back in a heartbeat, but anyways, thank you all for your support, if you need any help message me, I just don't want anyone to end up like my sister

[Rohag]

I am deeply sorry for your loss and hope you can find insight and release.

You do all a great service by relating what happens in the wake of a suicide.

You need time to mourn, and mourning has no timetable.