Post deleted by Moonkin

Moonkin, i can understand that you are in alot of pain right now. i've responded to you as have many others. people are here at all different times. there are different time zones, from all around the world. people work, sleep, etc.

i'm sorry that you are feeling neglected but please try to remember that everyone here has a problem also. have you posted support to someone else? the more you post, the more support you get. i know that might sound hard, but it's the truth. we ALL need support here.

i'm glad you checked in. and i am concerned about you. what exactly is it that you need from me? i'll do what i can. pat

[muse]

I know how difficult it is to be told "you have so much going for you", "you're so mature", etc. etc., especially when you don't really feel that way. I am SO sorry you're going through such a tough time, and have been for so long. If you're still in high school, as I'd suspect you are, lemme tell ya that the environment you're in is more than likely NOT helping AT ALL. Try to get away from the high school mentality you're faced with daily, at least for a little bit. It might help.

You talked about the fact that you are "outside" in the cold, while we are all sheltered within. Why not come in for a little while? What's keeping you out there? I totally understand what you're saying about not wanting to throw yourself into what sometimes seems to be a pit of lies, false faces, and people who just don't get it and seem to never be able to, but perhaps somewhere in this crazy mess you'll find a few people who respect, love and care as much as you do.

Please don't go away. Please don't give up, and PLEASE don't die. I don't mean to admonish you, so please know we'll all be here for you if you need us. PM me sometime if you wish, okay?

luck and love,
~muse

Sorry

[sabby]

Moonkin.....there is nothing wrong with needing attention. We all feel that we need attention now and again.

Post....get things out in the open so you can face them and people can know how you are feeling. We aren't mind readers....but we do care. We may not always understand, but that doesn't mean we don't have something to contribute to folks who are hurting and just need to be acknowledged and validated.

You are a human being who is hurting....I'm so very sorry things are as they are for your right now.

We don't want you to leave....let us hear what you have to say....

Hugssssssss
J

you will have to talk. tell us your story. we have to have something to work with......trust us..........xoxoxo pat