[ashesandjoy]

n't understand anymore, the last time I was here I was falling apart because of my boyfriend but we broke up and things only went downhill. Since the Time we broke up things have gotten a little out of hand, to the point he was constantly doing everything he could to get in touch with me and scare me. I don't really feel comfortable elaborating on that yet, since I can't find a good way to put it. I can't sleep at night. The things that have happened between the last time u was here and now, is eating me alive. I talked to a friend and told him a good portion of what was going on, and he suggested that I talk to someone, and tell a trusted adult, but back to the previous thread
I don't trust well. Apart from not knowing what to do, I've been rather stressed, I don't know what my religion is anymore...I just don't understand who I am, or who I'm supposed to be. All my likes and dislikes are fading away, and nothing seems interesting. So I decided to seek help.. Any takers?

[sideblinded]

Sounds like it could be some depression as you say you have lost interest in things. Depression can also make us feel lost and confused about what we want. I hear you when you say that you don't trust well but in order to get help you have to open up and tell someone who is in the position to help you. I hope that you will open up and talk so you can better help yourself. Best wishes.