[desperado]

so sad; so sad
so cynical
so depressed
so hopeless

overwhelming.

hurting so much.........................
trying my best...........................
bangin head vs. wall..................
walking up an escalator going down.................into the trenches.................................six feet under.

i'm sorry...........anything i can do to help? xoxoxo pat

[desperado]

ill pm you pat.............

thank you for caring

[lil_bit]

you're far from hopeless des. and even though you're feeling the weight of everything, you're still far from 6 ft under. hang in there..

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[desperado]

you're not so lil, lil...................................you have a huge heart...........................

many hugs to you...............

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[Christina86]

(((((((((((des))))))))))))))

hold on, I care a lot about you. Sorry you're so down

[desperado]

thank you, canders..................i care about you, too..........today i am determined, however; damnit!!!

how are your finals going?

(((((((((((dessy))))))))))))

sorry you are struggling. anything i can do? pm me anytime. if it's any consolation i was really really down a couple of days ago, hopeless, helpless, no hope - i am still here and feeling better - hang in there sweetie love you


jin

[desperado]

thank you, Jin......glad to hear you are feeling somewhat better..........dont worry, i will pm you asap.......loaded dwn here w/ work........

tc

desy

[bellaviolet]

des are you feeling any better? i hope so. i sent you hugs on another thread but here are some more....

(((((((des)))))))

[Christina86]

(((((((((Des))))))))))))

My finals aren't too bad. One left, on the 24th. I'm not horribly worried. I could go in and not write anything and still pass the class. No pressure, haha.

Give me a holler if you want to talk, okay?

[Fuzzybear]

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xo

[desperado]

thank you for the hugs & post, bella.......yesterday was better; today is a little worse, but better than tues, thanks.

i really feel guilty for feeling so anxious, depressed & cynical; it could be a LOT worse......it still hurts, though.

[desperado]

ty, canders.

that's awesome that you only have one left on the 24th.........you are almost there & laughing.........enjoy the last few bits of the year, eh?

thank you for your offer to listen. right bk atcha, canders.

des

[desperado]

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ty; hope you are ok........just use your cave & emerge when you feel better........the sun will come out tomorrow.

[bellaviolet]

try not to feel guilty des. i do know all about that guilt. but since i'm having a relatively good day today i can say, try not to feel guilty about how you feel. it is what it is, they're our feelings. i'm glad you're feeling a little better at least.... hope things get even better very soon.

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[desperado]

thanks, bella.........yeah, i know, guilt is like a slow cancer eating away @ you................really hard to let go of, but imperative..............

glad to hear that you're doing better today.

i'll be a bit better once saturday is here.

((((((((bellav)))))))))