[CyborgGirl001]

My inner system is shutting down. There is no motivation, no drive, no willpower...just a need to sink into the abyss. No happiness, no purpose. I cannot feel. I am tired of the same pattern repeating like and endless loop.

I completely understand. I want this to stop. I hate it.

[CyborgGirl001]

Yes. It is a terrible cycle. :-(

Hi CyborgGirl,

I can totally relate. I was in your shoes for quite some time. I read few of your posts. Do you get any kind of pro help ? meds ?

[waterknob1234]

I completely understand. I am there myself right now.

[vital]

Originally Posted by CyborgGirl001

My inner system is shutting down. There is no motivation, no drive, no willpower...just a need to sink into the abyss. No happiness, no purpose. I cannot feel. I am tired of the same pattern repeating like and endless loop.

To understand why you are feeling like that and what to do about it, see

http://forums.psychcentral.com/depre...n-escaped.html

and post #105 in that thread too. - vital

[lifelies]

I am there myself too... Know that you're not alone...
Allie

[Fuzzybear]

[CyborgGirl001]

Originally Posted by SpringLover

Hi CyborgGirl,

I can totally relate. I was in your shoes for quite some time. I read few of your posts. Do you get any kind of pro help ? meds ?

Yes I do. The medication is failing as usual, and since I am out of state for school it is really difficult getting hold of help.

[RenouncedTroglodyte]

I'm going through this now, because I believe that nobody loves me, and my actions will provide nothing for anybody. So I think that efforts are pointless, and I don't want to live just to please myself. I totally agree and relate to what you wrote.