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Well thats it, the only good thing in my life is leaving me.
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![]() I have never been on my own, and i dont want to be alone. .
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Thanks for listening to my rant Last edited by Wren_; Mar 22, 2015 at 02:57 AM. Reason: Administrative edit and trigger code added |
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#2
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I don't know what to say to this. Please call someone
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Dear Shiznit,
I would go for the treatment facility. I don't think that anyone is fated to suffer from depression no matter what their genetics and no matter what their past problems and no matter how severe their past suffering. ![]() Last edited by Wren_; Mar 22, 2015 at 02:58 AM. Reason: Administrative edit to remove quote |
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Yes, definitely call someone. Your time in the treatment center can help you adjust to losing your wife in a healthy way.
Please seek help. Best wishes, Gayle Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
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I don't know what to say except get the help you need.
I know if my boyfriend ever left me, I would go to the hospital to deal with it all. I wish you the best!
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Rx: Wellbutrin XL 300mg for depression and Trazodone as needed for insomnia |
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Thanks for your kind words and hugs everybody
![]() Im still not sure what to do, like i said Ill wait and see how i feel over the weekend. Again thnx for the hugs and best wishes i needed them right now Last edited by Wren_; Mar 22, 2015 at 04:23 AM. Reason: Administrative edit |
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**********possible triggers ***********
First off, i apologize to the admins and the possible people i might have triggered in my previous posts. So thanks for straitening that out admins. Thought id fill people in on whats going on. Ive moved out of our house and in to my alcoholic parents basement. The whole moving process was harder than i thought and knocked me right on my ***. Atleast Me and my wife split on good terms, so i still have access to my animals ( 2dogs and a minipig) . Ive been crying profusely these last couple of days.
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Today my wife and me went to couples therapy, where she discovered my recent attempt and fliped out on me.
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So thats whats new at this end. Im still alive (not for long though i hope). And im just trying to take this one day at a time. Daniel ![]() Last edited by Wren_; Mar 25, 2015 at 10:40 PM. Reason: Add trigger icon and administrative edit |
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One bright light in a very dark sky.Thank you for posting the photo - they are delightful! True friends...
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i love your dogs. please look after yourself and stay safe. you are a very valued and important part of this world and you have been through such awful crap you didn't deserve. you DO deserve to get better and lead a good life.
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Daniel, I'm sure your wife would be devastated if something actually happened to you. If nothing else, live on because your trials will be helpful to someone in your shoes later in life. You will be the person to speak hope into their life. Regardless of how difficult it seems, it could ALWAYS be worse. Make a couple calls to support groups and possibly a suicide prevention line. Hang in there and don't take the easy way out. Fight, on my brother!
Current Daily Meds: 3mg Klonopin 300mg Wellbutrin 10mg Lexapro 200mg Seroquel |
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Daniel,
Need help? United States: 1 (800) 273-8255 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Hours: 24 hours, 7 days a week Languages: English, Spanish Website: www.suicidepreventionlifeline.... Current Daily Meds: 3mg Klonopin 300mg Wellbutrin 10mg Lexapro 200mg Seroquel |
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I really hope you're feeling better. My heart goes out to you. We all support you and we all want to see you happy! Plus, your animals are so cute. They love you a lot!
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Take care of yourself first. Hopefully the rest will fall into place. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
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Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. no matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness got there first, and is waiting for it - Terry Pratchett |
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Thank you for all the care and kind words
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Sorry that you are going through this
![]() Please speak to somebody...right now you need support and by the sounds of it you need it right away. Of Course you also have us ![]() ![]()
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’’In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away’’ |
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Thanks again for all the supportive feedback and hugs.
Just to update you: Ive got an appartement so im out of my alcoholic abusive parents house. Ive used this week to move my stuff in and get settled. Its gonna be weird cause its the first time im alone. I dont like to be alone, bad things happen when im alone ![]()
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Other then that ive gained about 7lbs the last two weeks due to comfort eating |
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Dear Shiznit, please hang on bro! I dont know what to say, I hope you can find the help you need and the help you deserve!
Take care.
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Dx: Mix anhedonia with Bipolar II. Add some insomnia and chronic stress. Season with paroxetine and a pinch of ADD. Stir well to induce a couple of hypo/manic episodes. After the excess of energy is gone, remove the Paroxetine and serve chilled with some C-PTSD and GAD. Ready is your MDD. Mx: To clean up the mess use lamotrigine, risperidon, mirtazapine and sertraline. Let it soak in for a while but keep a close eye on it. Meanwhile enjoy your desert of oxazepam/temazepam prn. |
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Daniel, sounds like you're making positive moves in the tight direction. You're still in my prayers brother! Keep hanging in there! 😆
Current Daily Meds: 3mg Klonopin 300mg Wellbutrin 10mg Lexapro 200mg Seroquel Sent from my Galaxy using Tapatalk |
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Daniel, try to see the hope even if you can't feel it . You wife loves you she went to counselling with you that is a good.. You got accepted for treatment!! Look at those little innocent babies you have there that love you unconditionally .. Hugs
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I hope your time in the treatment facility will be of help to you.
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