[simplylife]

I may be done, certainly something someone has said before. Cannot say for sure, I may be losing, and it is not okay, but I am tired and foolish and at one point angry, but even anger has been defeated by my depression. My depression, yes, it is mine, only mine, and no one seems to want to share it with me, or maybe I don't want to share it with anyone.

I am losing, bad, and there is so much that I can do. But that is the problem. I am not allowed to, the almighty D does not want me to. I will ask, though, not for a cure, but for a hug in which there will be no damn words. Only a hug, a long one--and please have me cry, please make me cry on your shoulder and as we part, clear my tears with your hand.

[gayleggg]

Here's your hug. I wish that I could do more.

Best wishes, Gayle
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[Fizzyo]

[Wabbit1911]

I hope you never give up the fight. Please, always ask for help first. Give your loved ones the chance to try their best to help you. I'd give anything to have gotten that call from my loved one. Your life IS important!

[vital]

Originally Posted by simplylife

I may be done, certainly something someone has said before. Cannot say for sure, I may be losing, and it is not okay, but I am tired and foolish and at one point angry, but even anger has been defeated by my depression. My depression, yes, it is mine, only mine, and no one seems to want to share it with me, or maybe I don't want to share it with anyone.

I am losing, bad, and there is so much that I can do. But that is the problem. I am not allowed to, the almighty D does not want me to. I will ask, though, not for a cure, but for a hug in which there will be no damn words. Only a hug, a long one--and please have me cry, please make me cry on your shoulder and as we part, clear my tears with your hand.

What are you doing to get better? - vital

[Fizzyo]

[waterknob1234]

Hi simplylife. I understand how you feel. Reach out for help. Love and lots of hugs to you.